band imagines

Muirn beatha dan.MC

Y/N= YOUR NAME
Y/F/N= YOUR FRIENDS NAME.

Everyday for the last 3 years have been the same, the same heartache you feel, the same tears that roll down your pale face,The same food you don't eat because there's no point.The love of your so called life left you because you were'nt good enough,well that's the reason you came up with he never told you why he left but your reason seem's pretty plausable.Michael Clifford the guitarist of the now mega famous pop-rock ( IDC what you say I'm just putting them as pop-roclk bc I'm problematic af) band walked out on you.

Let me set the scene; It's mid july and his band was just taking off,they were about to go on their first tour with the world famous boyband One Direction and they were all super stoked! to were too, you couldn't of been more proud of them all but something seemed off Mikey seemed distance.You just thought It was pre-tour nerves but it was something much worse,he was having second thoughts about your relationship.You decided to keep away from him for a while because it was obvious he needed his own space but the more you stayed away the more you wanted him.

''Y/N''Michael lets himself into your parents house where you lived,you were only 16 so not old enough to buy your own house and plus you didn't have the money.''Yes Mikey''you peer round the living room door,he comes closer to you and hand you a box,''don't open it yet,save it for when your really sad''he instructs you nod,''Y/N, I can't do this''he says simply with a sad look on his face,''what do you mean!?''what couldn't he do!?,''I can't do this,us''he clarifies, your heart dropped and your face fell,''But Mikey-''he cuts you off,''No,Y/N you can't persuade me,it's for the best okay I'm looking out for you''he tries to put his hand on your shoulder but you push him away,''if that's how you feel then leave but I want you to know that I will always love you Michael''you turn around and walk to the door, you open it wide and point,''goodbye Michael''you say with no emotion in your voice,''I don't want you to be-'',''goodbye Michael''you say again but much firmer tears were slowly falling from your eyes but you didn't care,he walked to the door and met you,he hugged you one last time,''goodbye means forever and i'm not letting you go just yet,see you later''he walks out of the door and you slam it shut,you slide down the door to your knee's and cry, you cry and cry for hours on end until your parents came home, they asked what was wrong you said that you broke up with Michael even though he broke up with you,followed with ''I'm fine though'' and that was the last time you spoke to them for the rest of the day.

After that your life seemed dull and meaningless,your parents had no idea that you skipped meals as you always 'ate' them upstairs really you flushed them down the toilet,you'd cut everynight not alot but you still cut and you cried yourself to sleep,how could you even think you'd be fine you felt so incomplete without Michael.Everynight you craved him,to hold you and to tell you that you're beautiful because he was the only person you'd believe.

3 years passed like a never ending nightmare and everyday you'd hope you'd wake up,finally it was your prom and you didn't want to go.You and Mochael would always talk about prom he'd always say how lame it was but you were optimistic.''Y/N!?''your best friend walked into your room,the only time you see her is in school because you hate leaving the house,everything reminds you of Mikey.''Uh-huh''You turn to her,without your makeup and baggy school clothes on you looked like a skeleton, that's all you were.To be human you need emotions and a heart,Michael took your heart with him when he left and since then you haven't been happy or even sad,you've just been there.''I'm taking you dress shopping''she sits on your bed next to you,''I told you i'm not going to prom''you turn away,''yes you are''she hands you your ticket,''but I have no one to go with..''you try and make up excuses.'You're going with me silly'' she stands up and goes through your closet for suitable things to go out in,''you're going withh Ben''you correct her,Ben is her boyfriend, they started dating at the same time you and Mikey did.''I'm not going with Ben, I'll just be dancing with him and stuff, you're going with me''he piks out a black muscle tee that says 'you complete MEss',''nopety nope''you shake your head,that was Luke's shirt he gave it you when you and the guys had a huge waterfight one time and you needed spare clothes,''Y/N, it's just a shirt calm down''she throws it you, you reluctantly put it on, it was huge in you because you'velost so much weight since Mikey left.''and these''she hands you some high waisted black jeans,''tie this''she gets a red flannel out of the drawers,it was Cal's,''and then this''she places Ash's red bandana on the vanity where all of your make up was.''this is all of 5sos' stuff''you tell her,''I know''she smiles,she did this on purpose,the only thing that was yours were the jeans,''why am I not wearing anything of Mikey's!?''you asked.''you are''she looks at the box that was on your desk,it was the one Mikey gave you when he left.