They say relapse is natural,
Yet you said you can't be around me because of it.
I'm trying to get better,
But losing you isn't helping.
Why would you leave at a time like this?
Your words stung more than razors on my wrist.
But hey,
I guess losing you suddenly is better than watching you fade away.
Except I also lost you slowly like a painful band-aid.
I had both the pains and I need to make it leave.
But I don't think anything at this point will make you stay.
Just because I forgot that my addictions were bayed at the sea,
Doesn't mean that you should stay out of my reach.
I get that you can't trust me,
I can't trust myself.
But just don't leave me.
I'll get better.
You're like my sister,I wouldn't leave you for anything.
YOU ARE READING
Idk
PoetryFirst off, ***trigger warning***I honestly have no idea how to describe this book. I guess it's just poetry about my life, and my life is pretty good. My mind is what ruins me, it twists and turns everything good into something bad. I feel like poet...