Me You and I

Chapter 6

I woke up feeling sad because i didnt have him next to me and i just wanna be ALONE by myself but i really couldn't cause my sister but i remember going on his Twitter reading "I miss you so much and i love you more then this lifestyle" I cried and i was just thinking was i being selfish or was i right about everything. Just before i got off my bed Soulja called i just didn't answer because i felt like i don't need to explain myself I'm the baddest bitch so why should i. So im walking downstairs and i can just hear MY phone going off like crazy so i ran upstairs and answered it.

*phone convo*

Me: Why the fuck are you blowing my fucking phone up nigga?

Soulja: because i fucking can. Where tf are you?

Me: at home why u cant come here

Soulja: Why?

Me: cause im not trying to worry about stressing and by you being here its gonna piss me tf off real bad. So Nope your not coming.

Soulja: I Miss you

Me: yhup i gotta go bye

*Hang up*

I figured since i hung up he would text and say hes on his way and went i looked of course hes coming to i said fuck eating and i ran upstairs and threw on my onezie and grabbed my hello kitty purse and grabbed my keys to my 2015 Rolls royce and left to Nickis house.

*phone convo*

Me: Are you at Home?

Nicki: Yea Why?

Me: On My Way

*Hang Up*

So i pulled up to her all white house with her Rang Rover parked with her Pink Lambergini and her white Bentley. So i hopped out and unlocked the door and screamed "NICKI" I love yelling in her house because shes cute when shes mad lol She was getting dressed so i sat down and pulled out my PURPLE KUSH yess im a pot head lol the next miley cyrus lol I smoked it i felt good i swear 2minutes later Nicki Comes running downtairs.

Nicki: Pass that Shit

So i passed it to her and shes acting so fucking stupud when she smoks i hate giving her my shit because shes hella annoying but shes my bitch.

Me: How is it?

Nicki: the bomb.com

Me: i know thats right

Nicki: what are you doing here?

Me: soulja was coming over

Nicki: Ohh..... My house anit the safe house

Me: yea it is ! (I said it so quity )

So like 5 minutes later hes blowing my phone up asking where im at so i didnt say shit and for some odd reason i thought what he comes here because im always at Nicki's house i was thinking i gotta go. So i yelled " Nicki I'll be right back" she said "okay and stoop yelling" as soon as i open the door boom there he was standing face to face my face dropped i didnt want him to know im here. He looks so pissed at me and he didnt say anything he just looked and I smiled and he got madder!

Me: Hey My Love. (I was trying to play it off)

Soulja: No where were you going?

Me: i was going to grab my lighter. Smile

Soulja: IM NOT STUPID (he said screaming)

Me: K. Come on lets go to my house and talk.

Soulja: No we can go in your room upstairs.

So i opened the door and yelled at Nicki and said " NICKI IM CAUGHT" She runs downstairs and sees souljaboy and then run back to her room im like thanks for nothing bitch. And so we walked upstairs in my room which is right down from Nicki's and we walked in and he closed the door and begin talking..

Soulja: Why? Ugh Why are you doing this to me Alexis.

Me: Doing

Before i could finish he cut me off so quick.

Soulja: Dont play stupid!! I love you why are you acting so disappointing.

Me: Because all you do is yell and stress me out i would be so pissed if i lose this baby and your not caring about shit i do im not trying to do that shit again you've been doing alot of negitive shit and im not happy about the shit. I want a husband not a boyfriend be there for me when im down care for me treat me like the princess that i am STOOOP STRESSSIN ME OUT.

He looked like he was sorry for everything i wish he would have understood better because i dont wanna loose him.

Souja: Im sorry i didnt understand it im just nervious because your carrying my child and im sorry that I've havent been there im just not use to all of this i just want you to know im here for you.

Me: Thats what they all say.

Soulja: I'm not like all them other niggas.

Me: Mhm.

Soulja: Stop acting like that I love you baby.

Me: yeah me too

Soulja: see why you gotta do that shit !

Me: im not doing anything

So we left the room and went to downstairs and left the house and i told Nicki imma leave my car there and we took me to his house i was thinking i dont wanna be with you if your gonna cause all these problems. Im finna have a baby next week probably i dont have time for that bullshit and drama. I just didnt talk at all on the way to his house i just kept quite. I thought about everything like i just dont wanna be in this relationship.

Soulja: Come here

Me: Im tired so no imma be in the guest room.

Soulja: Ugh why?

Me: Bye