I feel so weird, it's been so long since I haven't talked to him. I begin to wonder if he still feels the same way he did before. Sometimes I feel so ashamed, my friends have told me a lot of times that I had lost such a good boy, but I didn't feel prepared the day he asked me, it was all so confusing and happening so fast that I did what I thought was right, but I still worry about what I did, and sometimes I think that It was not the best thing to have done. What is done is done, what can I do now if he does not even talk to me?
