chapter 4

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Gabriella's P.O.V

I slowly woke up and i saw Julie.

Julie is my nurse to take care of me and spend some time with me so im not bored all the time. Kats mom made her go back to school for a little to make her catch up on some homework. its diffrent without her with me, i dont get to make fun of the nurses because Julie was friends with them and thats rude to do it infront of her.

"Are you ready baby girl?" Julie asked

"Ready as i'll ever be." i answered.

but wait, Nialls not with me. maybe he forgot about me. i knew it was to good to be true.

off to get surgery.

yay. hint the sarcasim.

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**After sugery.**

I woke up to a person strumming a giutar.

wait.

the blonde hair, the humming noise.

Niall?

"Hey" i said in a happy yet tired voice.

"Hey princess, hows your head.?" said Niall.

"Hurts, but ive felt worse. how long have i been out?"

"about 12 hours love." he looked hurt.

"oh..Wait, my hair i still have it. what happend? im so confused i though people with brain cancer get there head shaved."

"well, you dont have brain cancer. you have lung cancer. they said they messed up your pictures with somone else's" he said in a wisper.

wow. i was shocked. i have no words. this is all coming to fast. i just want to leave. damn. why are my arms so cold.

shit.

my arms are showing with all my cuts from middle school. i hope Niall hasnt seen them yet.

"So, about those cuts of yours. . . ."

damn it.

"oh, those. its nothing. just another teenage girl with depression. i made those a LONG time ago. dont worry" i said as quickly as i can yet he can still understand me.

he didnt say a word, he looked in my eyes with pain. and giult.

"w-why would y-you d-do that to y-your s-self" he wispered -screamed as he cryed.

I dont know what to say, i never really had anyone care for me like this befor. im new to this. breaking from my thoughts Niall starts talking again.

"I swear. me.Niall James Horan will make your life un-forgettable. i will not rest till i know your safe and are never upset nor mad"

"B-but- "

"No buts!!"

I was now crying my eyes out, and he ran up to my bed and started rocking me back and forth. i told him on our "date" thing whatever that was, that i loved being rocked. my dad used to do it to me if i were ever upset or i missed my mom. i never see them now, they havnt even came and see me yet . only once and that was only my mom to drop off some cloths.

i hate them.

i feel into a deep sleep into Nialls arms. i finally feel safe.

**Next Morning**

Nialls P.O.V

Gabriella was still sleeping. she's so beautiful. i think im falling for her. hard. i cant sleep at night i worry that somthings going to happen. and i cant let that happen. Kat cant come see her as offen as she liked to and her parents dont even care to call or see her. so i feel like im the only one she has right now.

In the corner of my eye i see a tall body. he/she was wearing all black and "it" showed me a note that said:

"Just let her die already, she aint worth it. just leave her she dont need you!"

just as i finished reading it run up to the window and hold up the bird. (middle finger)

who was that?

all i know is that its a guy, his big black eye brows gave it away.

after that i left and ran out to find whoever that guy was. and i was going to beat him.

Hard.

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