20 (Seventeen Jeonghan x CLC Seunghee) Ver. 2.0

CHAPTER TWELVE: HIS DESIRES (PART FOUR)

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After an hour, Jeonghan needed a bathroom break. When he got out of the music room, he wanted to check on Seunghee first but she wasn't in the living room. Maybe she is at the terrace? He thought. But he really needed to go to the restroom by then. So he hurried his pace to it and opened its door quickly. He was about to step in when he saw a very familiar scene. Something that happened just a few weeks ago. But it was the other way around. This time, Seunghee was the one in inside.

Everything went in slow motion for him. She was almost naked, with her back facing him. She had the shirt she just wore on the sides and a piece of bra on her hand. Cold sweat just started dripping at his temple but he was actually feeling hot. He swallowed nervously too but with a bit of excitement in his eyes. Then she turned around and saw him. And within a second, she grabbed the shirt to cover her body and shouted.

"Get out!!!!"

Seunghee even grabbed the doorknob and banged the door close on his face. He stood stoned right there infront of the door. Forgetting about his filled up kidney, he was dumbfounded of what had happened. What should he do next? He was really at his limit. This time, it was uncontrollable.

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Seunghee could almost hear her heartbeat from beating so hard and fast. She was still shocked of what happened. How could she be so careless not locking the door? She was scolding herself. It was something she least wanted. She knew it would stir something dangerous in Jeonghan. She still wasn't ready about other things. She was still somewhat scared of other things. But lately, she could clearly see how he had been keeping himself preoccupied everytime things get a little steamy between them. He would never go out of his boundaries with her. But with what happened, with what her fault had done, she didn't know what to expect.

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After taking forever, Seunghee finally got out of the bath. Her steps were a bit shaky going to the living room. She finds him there, sitting on the couch, in deep thought. But as she approached him, he looked up to her and stood up at the same time.

"Hey, I’m sorry for barging in on you like that..."

"It's okay. It's my fault. How can I not lock the door right?"

She was smiling timidly at him. Jeonghan could see she was nervous. She was holding her arms together on the elbows. She was being on guard infront of him. He knew she wasn't ready from the start. But it really made him feel depressed seeing it upfront. With this, he made up his mind. He diverted his eyesight on the television before talking.

"I know I might sound selfish but can you go home for now? I'm really distracted with you being here. I need to finish my song by tonight. I don't have that much time like you do, I think you know that."

Seunghee was surprised. He was mad. Even if he didn't let it show, he was actually angry. It was the first time he ever talked to her like that. He was pushing her away again. It meant he really wanted something.

"Hey, Jeonghan we can talk about this. Come on..."

She approached him and tried to grasp his hand but he let go and still wasn't looking at her. It made Seunghee feel a bit down.

"You should really just go now. We can talk about this later. Just please go and don't ask anything for now."

"You're being unreasonable."

Hearing Seunghee said that, Jeonghan just could not hide his anger anymore.

"What? I'm the one being rational here. You won't want to hear me talking right now Seunghee. I'm asking you nicely, so just go home."