Well, I've been lurking around the web all day, I haven't played Counter-Strike, but it's because i look around the community trying to think about how I could make it. I look at my stats and others so that I can strive to become better. I've always dedicated so much time into this because it is a passion of mine. In time after all my hard work it will pay off, but that is when hard work is just more consistent so that you can stay on top. Right now you could say my dedication is great. The only reason is because I haven't achieved the status that I want. My thirst is bad for it, but I'll eventually make it. People think I cheat, but nah that just shows my hard work paying off. Flick after flick, deathmatch after deathmatch whether it is headshot only or just standalone FFA. Training myself on faster reactions etc.. People don't realize how hard it is to master something especially when you are not in the mood. Connections are a huge part of making it, but so is having an outstanding team. Maybe just maybe I'll get noticed this season, but I have to put in all my dedication and prove myself. If I have to adjust then I will do just that. I'll make a name for myself that way people can remember who I am or look up to me. Live streaming helps me get exposure but that's because I love my viewers. Viewers are understanding because they see who I am. Though they do not get a glimpse into my regular everyday life they do see the talent I have worked for. They see what I see, the practice that creates habits that will make me a better player, more consistent, and the rest will come from the heart which is just being understanding for other teammates and adjusting yourself to the mood to keep teammates happy and treat it like a family. I think this is enough for now, It's time to go practice. Kanye West's song "POWER" just came on and it just got me in the mood to practice. Signing Off for now ~ 7:33 PM
