Chapter 48

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Last night, he raped me. And I couldn't do anything, because I'm too weak. He didn't let me leave, so instead, he locked me in a spare room. I didn't say bedroom, because there's barely enough room in here to fit a bed and side table. I was curled up in the corner, knees to my chest as I silently cried. He was going to get me fired from my job, because he said if I acted up he'd tell my boss I decided not to come. A quiet sob escaped my mouth as u dat there. I just wanted to die. I looked at my phone which was next to me. I only had it because I stole it from James.

Picking it up, I looked through my contacts for someone to call. My eyes scanned across everyone, and my eyes landed on kellin's number. I shook my head, choosing to just call Nick. I knew that whenever I was in trouble, he'd do the most to find me even though it seemed like the least. I called him, setting my phone to my ear. "Hello?" I felt tears of relief form in my eyes.

"Oh thank god! Nick I need you to come get me," I said in a panic as I heard the front door open, and pounding footsteps.

"(F/n)! Where the fuck did you go! Now you call!?" I started to get frustrated as I heard the footsteps going upstairs.

"Yes! I need your help! Please I'm at-" the door to the small room I was in opened and my eyes widened as James snarled at me, snatching my phone. He grabbed my wrist, digging his nails into it making me whimper in pain.

(Nick P.O.V)
"Hello? (F/n)?" I heard a small whimper when I was answered, but not by (f/n).

"Hey! This is her boyfriend, James, she felt a little sick and left to the bathroom," my eyes widened at his words. Boyfriend? Already? I gulped, confused.

"She sounded-" I was cut off immediately.

"Worried? She's quite the jokester." I could hear another faint whimper, then the line went dead. Something wasn't right there, at all. But.. That is her boyfriend. Then again it doesn't seem like her to so quickly move on, she was obviously still hurt and loves kellin just as much as she always has. This isn't right.

(Your P.O.V)
I screamed as James's fist flew to my side. "You bitch! You tried to get away, didn't you!?" I whimpered I response so he kicked my side. "Didn't you!?" I squeezed my eyes shut, only for James to lift me up by my shirt. "Tonight, we're going to the bar with my friends, and you're gonna be fucking chipper. Understand?" I nodded in defeat and he dropped me, closing the door behind him and stomping off somewhere else. Tears fell as I cured up in a corner, hating every minute of this.

An hour later, James walked in again and threw a dress at me. "Change." He closed the door again, but I could tell he was outside. I took off the clothes I had, putting on the extremely low cut dress, groaning inwardly. But maybe, just maybe when I had the chance I could run away, and as far as I could from here. He opened the door again, grabbing my wrist and yanking me outside, and down the stairs. "Now, we're gonna act happy, yes?" James said sternly, holding my chin.

I nodded, and he roughly kissed my lips. Disgusting. He took me to his car, where his friends were, and they were just like him. They acted drunken, high almost, and we're absolutely insane and dark. We pulled up to the bar, and I practically got pushed inside my James. I'm gonna hate this.

(Kellin P.O.V)
I have no idea what I was thinking when I agreed with gabe to go to a "incredibly good bar about two hours away" as he described to me. The band thought I needed to relax, and have a bit of fun, and I'd do just that by not drinking. That'd be an incredibly stupid idea for me to get hammered drunk with a broken heart, especially because I'd have to deal with a hangover in the morning. I put on a leather jacket, sighing as I shook my hair around a bit.

"I'm ready now," I mumbled, heading downstairs next to Justin and he sighed at me.

"Come on dude, you gotta try and get over her,". He told me earlier from Nick that (f/n) has a new boyfriend. It really fucking sucks to know that I screwed up that much. Now I really have lost the love of my life, and that was all because of my dumbass actions. After a long drive to the bar, I stepped out of the car, seeing a girl with an incredibly short black dress next to a guy. It seemed almost a little forced.

We walked inside, and sat down at a small table, while my eyes wandered around the room. I didn't order any drinks, and I already explained why. Out of the corner of my eye, I heard a voice, and it sounded familiar. Almost like (f/n)'s.. Gah kellin, stop, she's nowhere near here.

(Your P.O.V)
"I'll have one drink, and that's all." I told James, and he scowled at me. He ordered the drink for me, and I left to the bathroom as fast as I could. Looking in the mirror, I brushed my hair out of my face as I locked eyes with my own dull (e/c) eyes. Shaking my head, I came back to my seat next to James, and he handed me the drink. It was usually a favorite, but being with him made it a lot worse. I took a few large gulps of it, sighing as I set it down.

James looked at me with an evil smile as I frowned, placing a hand on my head as it started to spin. I stood up from my seat, turning and locking eyes with someone I never thought I'd see. Kellin! My legs gave out, and I fell to the ground as James's snickering could be heard. I saw kellin stand up, wearily looking at me as my eye lids became heavy. "Kellin," I muttered, barely above a whisper, as my eyes got heavier.

And that's when it all went black.

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I promise they'll be happiness! I hate writing a negative chapter after another one but I promise it'll be happy! Sadly, the book might end soon but I was thinking of doing another kellin x reader like this, except a different plot obviously. Tell me what you think! I'm not starting it until this book ends though cx

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