Would You Still Be There

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If I could find the words,
If I could shake the world,
If I could turn back time,
Would you still be there?
-Of Mice And Men

Dean's POV

I needed to find Cas!
I decided to look for him tomorrow. I'm exhausted, and it's late. I undessed and quickly took a shower. I only put my boxers back on. It was hot anyway. Then I brushed my teeth and got ready to sleep.

Next day~~

As I finished eating breakfeast,,I took my phone and made a call to school, that i'm not feeling very well. After, I got dressed and brushed my teeth and got ready to go. I'm going to find Cas today. I have to. I hopr he's still there...

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Here I am. Wandering around for hours.  Still no sign of Cas.
Wait! (And bleed, sorry) I spoke too soon, there he is! A few metres away, there was a black haired man cuddled up in a trench coat. Damn he must be cold. I quietly walked over to him. "Hey Cas," I said as I stood in front of him. He looked up,
"Dean." I extended my hand for him, and said: "Come with me, let's get you warmed up!" Cas hestitated but took my hand. I pulled him to a stand, but kept holding his hand. It was freezing. "Here," I gave him my jacket. He quickly took it and we walked to my car, which was parked somewhere.

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"Take a shower, Cas. Or bad if you want? I'll make hot chocolate for you. I gave him warm, fresh clothes and he got in the shower. In the meantime, I prepared 2 cups hot chocolate. I also took a few dvd's to watch, from my favorite show. Supernatural. It's about 2 brothers, Jensen and Jared, who hunt demons and ghosts and shit. And drama happens and then an angel, Misha, pulls Jensen out of hell and stuff. I have nearly finished season 5.
With cute Luci /))·~·((\

I saw Cas walking towards me, in my clothes, which werr slightly too big. It was clear he lost weight. I offered him a cup of hot chocolate and pushed the dvd of season 1 in the player and pressed play. We held a marathon, and ended at 5am. We had seen like 3 seasons.
"I'll sleep on the couch," I said. Cas was too tired to argument. I gave him a large shirt which even covered his knees. I quickly undressed too and took a blanket. I got on the couch and drifted of to sleep. I'll ask him tomorrow what happend.

Next morning~~

I slep quite good actually, and I think Cas did too. I heard someone coming off the stairs and then saw Cas. His black hair was sticking out in all directions,  and he was still a bit sleepy. His face was thinner too. He yawned cutely and continued walking.
"Heya, Cassie. Slept well?"
"Yes, I did. Thank you,"
"I made breakfeast," I turned around from the eggs and bacon I was making and took 2 plates. I laid the food on it and filled 2 glasses with orange juice. Done!
I sat on one side of the table, Cas on the other. We quietly ate but, Cas stopped when half of his food was gone.
"Aren't you eatin' the rest?" I asked worriedly.
"I'm full Dean," he cocked his head to the side, and I nearly squealed. (I think that's how you write it?)
"Aww, Come on Cas. You need to gain weight!"
"Okay,  but I haven't eaten a proper meal in weeks. I must take it slowly or I'll be sick."
True. I just nodded and continued eating my food.
"I told school that I will stay home a few days, I'm not feeling well."
"You look fine Dean," Cas said and looked confused.
"I lied Cas. So I could be with you." As soon as those words passed my lips, I regretted them. Cas blushed and looked down.
"So, Cas. Care to explain?"
"Look, Dean, I'm sorry. It's just- I- When I got fired, I had enough money to pay rent for a month. I tried to get a job, but nobody-" tears where in his eyes, "Nobody wanted me." He paused for a moment, and a gave him a quick hug. "Then, the guy, who I rented my apartment from, kicked me out. As selfish as the guy was, he kept my stuff. He said it was 'for all the money I still had to pay him'. Personal stuff like pictures, got burned. So I lived on the streets. I walked around for a moment, and I've got to say, the people on the streets are nicer then you think.  Most of them though. I made some awesome friends. We were all left behind. I ate things out of garbage cans, and i met a guy who has a restaurant,  and he gave me some leftovers. It was already cold, but delicious. Then I decided to go a bit furder. And that's when I really got into trouble. I couldn't find food, and no one wanted to share with me. I've been begging for money, with no luck. Then,  I saw a guy. He had long, curly blonde hair and blue eyes. His neck and head were too big for his body, which was quite funny. His.name was Corey. Corey Taylor. Well, you get the point. He was my friend and we looked for food together.  It was hard saying goodbye, but I hope I'll see him again. Well, then I walked again further, and a few days later, I saw you. And now we're here."
He breathed out.
I didn't know what to say.
"Wow.. Cas. Tha- That's a whole story."
"I know,"
"But, thank you for telling me. Maybe we can watch a movie? Let it sink in a bit?"
"Yeah, thank you."
I picked a random dvd and pushed it in the dvd-player. I pressed play, and after 5 minutes we could finally watch it. I still couldn't help but feel betrayed. Why would Cas run away? Why didn't he come to me? Maybe he couldn't. Yeah, that would be it. He wanted to, but couldn't.

Yeah yeah I'm still alive!! Sorry for letting you wait!
*hides behind a table*
Here's the new chapter. I couldn't choose a song. It was either this one, from Of Mice And Men or Left Behind from Slipknot. I used Corey in this chapter, since he has been homeless. Left Behind is a song over him being homeless. But okay, I think this is longer than other chapters, hope you enjoyed!

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