I'm in love with a "WANNABE" thug

Oh Well

Mykel POV
Okay so I've been out of the hospital for  3 days now and its been nothing but hell, since Erick wanted to hold me captive and play fucking mind games everything has fallen apart I'm behind in school am family thinks i tried to pull a running away stunt so their not talking to me right now and on top of all that Erick kissed me, made me catch feelings, and then up and left haven't seen or heard from him in a week. The last convo we had was the day after the kiss and he said ohhh imma come see you in a little while............... Yeah right nigga just getting peoples hopes up like uuugggghhhhhhh some times i just wanna fight him like beat the shit out of him and just fuck his shit up but you know thats not lady like lol anyways Im sooooooo BORED there is Nothing to do in this house at least when Erick was around i had something to keep me occupied...........BUZZ BUZZ I wonder who that is as i picked up my phone and looked at the front screen i just stared at it then i dropped my phone and my vision went blury and i could feel the tears start to form in the corners of my eyes.

Erick POV
Now look i aint with that gay shit but when i kissed him i felt something and i was gonna go see him the next day to but i couldn't, I couldn't bring myself   To terms with what i felt and what i had done to him at first it was all fun and games but now i see that i really did hurt him, so now imma just leave him alone i packed some of my shit and I've been staying in Philly for a while i just cant believe i haven't seen him in a week i mean i have been literally counting the days and its really boring here i don't have no one to bother push around or abuse its just me myself and this dick, I wonder if he got released from the hospital i mean he ain't have no one to beat his ass so most likely......... OMG I CANNOT STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM ................. Maybe if i just check on him yeahhh ill text him and tell him everything and maybe hill understand i mean he should be happy that I'm gone and not bothering him anymore, it should put my mind at ease.
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To: (404)***-****
Wassup it erick i wanna say i dont like yo faggot ass and im gone you wont see me ever again you should be glad fucking stupid dirty ass little faggot you should be ashamed of you dirty ass fucking creep.
---------------------------------------------- Mykel POV
OMG I scream what did i do to deserve this, I'm curled up on the couch crying that was the one person i truly loved this is just too fucking much, i look at my phone and i read the message over and over again and all of a sudden a shot of rage flashed threw me and i threw my phone at the wall i just cant believe it.....My Grandma died ...... This must be a damn joke why would they text me something like that why wouldn't they call me, Im just soooo lost i really need Erick i really want to speak to him his voice will comfort me i just wish he would call me or text me or come see me ugggghhhh ........ Buzz Buzz.......... Who Tf is texting me now i dint even wanna deal with it, but it might be Erick however i highly doubt it since he hasn't spoke to me in a week you know what fuck it I'm going to sleep.

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Okay guys I know ive been away fir a while and its because school just started and theres so much to do and i got into a fight and was suspended for two weeks and alot happened soo im sorry but depending on how this chapter goes as far as reads and stuff will determine if there will be a next chapter because im really busy and if no one decides to read it then jm basically wasting my time lol ohh yeah and i started working shhheeeeshhh its tooo muchh......  ~ Your Majesty