Maybe not so different

The incident

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts

"I'm afraid," the thought of him knowing frightned me to no end, because I knew that I wouldn't be able to live with knowing he'd never like me back. "But I can't tell you why."

"Hyo, I thought we had trust in our friendship. Do you not feel the same way?"

"It is not that I don't share that with you, it's your reaction and say after."

"Please I want to know what troubles you. Friend." He grabs my hand into his own warm one, I felt comfort, security, hope.

"I love you."

My hand feels cold, the color drained from his face. my hand streched out now alone.

"I'm sorry. . ."

I woke up drenched in sweat, the girls still sleeping around me. I got up craving left over pizza, so I got up from my mat and walked slowly around the 2ne1 girls bodies quietly.

The kitchen was extremely dark. I felt my way through (hitting my foot on the counter once). Once I swithed the ligths on I head towards the fridge and grab a slice. Carefully withour burning myself I heated it with the stove since it made litlle sound unlike their microwave. I look for my phone that I plugged in earlier and I see it blinking furiously.

They were texts from Min, Taemin, Kai, Wooyoong, Jessica, Taeyeon, and Taeyang. I am extremely popular tonight, I decided to answer Taeyang's text last. I was too excited but I wanted to save the best for last. I begin with Min's first.

Min'nie <3: Did you know that they're adding people to the team! They added Im Jaebum for JYP, and appereantly SM and YG will do so as well.

Min'nie<3: Yah! Are you awake?

Min'nie<3: YAH!! IS PARK BOM HOLDING YOU HOSTAGE?!?!? She did that to me once. It was scary, big plush animals everywhere!

Min'nie<3: YAH KIM HYOYEON!?!?!?!?!

I couldn't help but laugh at her crazy antics. But new members? Who will they be adding for SM.

Sica: Hyoraengi!! Guess who is joining your project?!?! Are you awake? I'll tell you. It's YURI.

Kid leader Tae~: Kwon Yuri is joining your team, hyo take care of her!! Okay!

Taeminn: Noona!? Is it true we have new members?!

Jongin: Noona? What did you tell YG sunbaenims. Seungri Sunbae threaten me today T.T

What is going on? How did I know of this. I check to see Manager Oppa's tex that went to my spam folder for some reason.

M.O: I want you to kow that Yuri convinced the agency to let her in the team. Please help her catch up. Sleep well and Hwaiting.

Hmph, ,maybe then I should do it since I am SNSD's Black Pearl

I guess Yuri really wanted to be in it, but why? She's always been okay with our solo projects. So why is she so interested now?

I decided to finally check Taeyang's text.

Taeyang: Annyeong Hyo, I heard you would be sleeping over at the 2ne1 dorm. I hope they don't give you too much trouble. Yuri messaged me earlier today, claiming that I was the first person to know! Strange sinsce I expeted her to tell her members first? Maybe she already had, I don't know. I look foward to working with both of you! Yuri has always been so passionate with her work. See you tomorow! By the way, please tell Bom to maintain herself while she visits us. Jongin said he'd bring his members along. Goodnight and Sweet Dreams!