Why me

$chapter 4$

$Blade$
When I got back from chasing rouges off my land I went straight inside "Danny" I called out but nothing I ran through the hole house. She wasn't there at all I growled really loud and it vibrated my chest. I then smelt where her sent was it went out side I then ran and followed it I was going the fastest I ver have before because I want her back. I started to smell her smell was mixed in with different sweaty guy the collage runners. She is smart but I better I know what she is doing she is going to the plane I then took the short cut and I ran threw another Alphas land but I'm stronger them him he is only a tiny pack anyway.
By the time I got to the runway I saw her running into the plan I sprinted as fast as I could I almost grabbed her but she jumped and then the door closed. I growled and started yelling random things. "DONT GO" I screamed but then the plan took off I was running along the plan and then I spat on the bottom of the plan so I could find it. The second most powerful smell to a wolf is his own smell the most powerful one you can never lose is your mate. So game on sweetie I'm coming I then mine linked my brother grey and my third "grey your coming with me, Derrick your in charge until I get back anything happens or anyone gets hurt I don't care how I will rip your claws out. Understand" I roared in my alpha tone. I heard then Flint then they answered back "yes alpha" they said in sync then grey was running to me. "Where are we going" he asked I snapped my head at him and he bowed down in defeat "My mate thinks she got away but game on, I'm taking you because we are going to have some fun brother" I said and he smiled he isn't every bright in the head and he isn't smart at all. But he does everything I tell him to do because he is scared of me because I used to beat the shit out of him if he didn't listen but my father made me do it. Until the dad I killed him because I said no to him and he went to kill grey I killed him first. Anyway we started hunting down my mate.

We ran for a hole night straight I hadn't even cracked up a sweat but I knew grey was starting to get tried. "Would you like to stop" I asked him and he shook his head "we are almost there anyway" he said and then we continued more.

$Danny$
~two long weeks~
I woke up from my normal terrifying dream. I kept having the same dream over and over again but it's a little different each time I don't know who to tell about them. I have told my unity about I keep having the dream I just say I can't remember what they are. She took she to a scary doctor who smelt like off fruits he said he makes his own smells but I hated it. Yet my unity wasn't effected by it at all which I though was weird. I got as sleeping pills that knock me out and I wake up feeling fresh but I still have the night mares but they aren't as bad. Anyway I lean over and feel my sticky sweaty legs and look at the clock I always wake up at four in the morning every time. I then pull the cover I then stand on my shaky legs my head is pounding and my stomach hurts and my mouth is dry. I go to wall but stumble and fall flat on my stomach. With a thud I just lay there on the cold floor boards loving the feeling of the goose bumps coming up. I then craw to the bathroom I help myself up by using the sink after I get on my shaky two feet I splash cold water in my face. I look at the pills "don't do it there the reason on all our pain. Go back to blade out mate!" My wolf snarls at me but I pop a pill into my mouth. "I want to be numb I don't want to feel anything" I say to her sadly and look in the mirror I look like shit. My hair is oily and gross and my face is pale and my eyes are always puffy and red as if I have been crying. I am sick of feeling heart broken I then grab out my shaver and rip a blade off I hold the small cold metal blade in my hand. "I want to feel something els" I whisper and then run the blade along my thigh and watch as I open up the great big gash then blood comes rushing out. I don't even feel the pain there's nothing I gasp as a tear runs down my cheek then my thigh heals up but there is a light scar there now. I then heard my phone buzz I marched over to it and read it from the unknown number "Game on babe!" Was all it said and I replayed "bring it bitch I give up anyway!" I typed and I crawled up in a ball on my bed and cried. Then my phone buzzed again "Don't anger me. Princess or I will march in right now and kill your cousins" it said and I gasped and rushed to the window hoping to see him but there was nothing but darkness I then looked down and closed my blinds. "Game starts now" it said as it buzzed in my hand. I then dropped it in the floor I couldn't care less if it broke I was numb I then stripped off and only in my bra and undies and crawled into bed and then my phone buzzed on the cold hard wood floor. I rolled my head and looked at it and I got up and picked it up "you won win mate ;)" I said I knew damn well who it was. It was blade I had a great idea I then layed back on my bed and then I took a selfie of my hole body I then looked at it I looked perfect. I sent it to him "this isn't yours" was all I said before putting it on my side table and snuggling under my covers and then I slowly drifted off to sleep.