The Dark Angel

Unsaid Goodbyes

I wake up to complete Chaos, I can't find Lucifer... "Where is he!!!!!" I scream above the commotion. Everyone stops and stares then I hear a familiar chuckle, I whisper "Gabriel" he full out laughs now "This is your fault Ananael, he's being cast out because of you!!!! Thank you, I was so done with our fathers favoritism towards him!!!" I begin to cry "no, no, no this can't be happening!! he didn't do anything wrong!! Take me instead" he looks at me with this fake pity "Awwwh, what a pure case of love... How DISGUSTING!!! Don't worry you'll be next..." I frantically try to find where Lucifer is, I need to tell him it's okay and that i'll find him soon. I feel strong arms around me but they're more threatening than comforting and I hear the happiness of the situation in his voice "How cute Ananael trying to find her love, It's not happening dear, I won't let it!!!" "damn it Michael!!!! let me go, let me go to him..." all of a sudden everything glows gold " Michael let her go, can't you see you're hurting her, Lucifer is already gone, I'm so sorry Ananael oh and he says to take care... of you and the present that was given to you both." Who was that, I've never seen a golden glow like that ever. I was hurt and confused, and for some reason my hair turned more silver and my wings were changing color "damnit Lucifer..." And I saw a bright flash and I passed out.

So this is what its like to have fallen, I dont like it.... I don't really remember what happened. This looks like a hospital "hello?" I ask and I'm answered by another fallen one "hello Ananael please sit" he snaps his fingers and the scene changes into an office. "Whoa" I'm baffled and honestly I feel sick and tired, I miss Lucifer "I need to find him" the fallen says "Ah, yes Lucifer he landed in a different state but I'm not sure where" My name is Hananel, and I'll be of service for as long as I am needed.

I scream in pain... What the fuck is this. I look at my abdomen to see my stomach is huge!!! And something's moving inside. I scream some more as the pain intensifies, Hananel speaks "ahh, she must be ready" she snaps her fingers and now I'm in a hospital room about to give birth. "SINCE WHEN WAS I PREGNANT!!!! HOW DO ANGELS EVEN GET PREGNANT!!!!!?" I'm screaming in agony and sweating like Niagara falls. But in the blink of an eye its all over. "So what will you name her?" "I think I'll name her Isabelle" all of a sudden lights begin to flicker and everything starts to shake. Hananel starts screaming go away and trying to hide my baby. I snarl "Gabriel... Michael... What do you want." They chuckle at the same time "you know exactly what we want so hand your little cutie over." I glare at them and they begin to laugh "Your glare does nothing either you willingly give her to us and possibly get the chance to see her again or we forcefully take her and poof she's gone." I ponder this for a few minutes as the click their tongues like a clock is ticking. "Fine I give in take her..." I place a necklace on her and kiss her forehead then whisper "Isabelle, mommy will come for you I promise, until then be a good girl stay strong. Mommy loves you." Everything goes black and Hananel is crying "why'd you let them take her!!!!!" "Hananel I had to! They wouldve taken her anyway and caused a world of pain if I didn't do it the easy way." I need to go out, I start to get up and feel nauseous but continue to get up, I walk outside and look up. "Wow, the stars are so pretty and the moon... I'm always up so I never got to see what it looks like below" My face feels wet but there is no rain so I wipe my face to find I am crying. I've never cried before, never felt so much emotion at once. This is what its like to be sorta human, emotions, wonderment, and we actually bleed. But I still have these angelic abilities I'm not sure what they are just yet but I can still feel father's presence guiding me and his power in my veins.

I must find my love, tell him about our beautiful daughter. Find our daughter and finally be as one. We will be together I know we will. But for now I must rest and train to be able to find them. I need my baby, and my one and only love. "Lucifer if somehow you can hear me I love you and I will find you no matter how far I must travel and what battles I must fight I will come for you."

[This is dedicated to my love. I can't wait to read your updates. I miss you and love you <3 be safe!!! And if you are reading this I hope you like it cause I know you've been waiting for this for awhile let me know how I did when you get the chance!! Mwah]