Becky s POV:
Hi my name is Becky G I'm 16 years old but I'm going to be 17 in a few day's. I live in Miami Florida and today is my first day of junior year. Also I'm lesbian but no one knows well now you guys do I secretly have a crush on my best friend lucy hale she is gorgeous this crush has been going on since freshman year but I known her since I was like 4 becuse she moved in to the house next to mine yup she is my neighbor.
But I'm dating a doushe bag to make people think I'm straight it is horrible trying to act someone who you not are but I'm just not sure if I should come out I will but not now. My boyfriends name is Austin Mahone but I pefer secretly calling him maHoe. He is leader of his group called T.H.S wich stands for the hot stuff. There are four people in the group wich are Cameron Dallas, Nash Grier, Wesley Stromberg and of course my boyfriend they are all fuck boys wich I'm not happy with just saying.
There's also this girl group called fifth harmony they are all popular but they don't put people down they are nice. Thier names are Ally Brooke, Normani Kordei, Lauren Jauregui and Camila Cabello, Dinah Jane. We're really good friends, there are two girls that are lesbian and are a couple. Camren- camila and lauren if you combine thier names you get camren the ship name.
They are my relationship goals they are so cute, adorable and in the same group they don't care what other people think of them. I hope lucy and me would be like them one day.
Lastly my group yay were called T.F.Q wich stands for the fabulous queen's we don't have a leader we don't like putting people or ourselves down were nice but sassy and if you fuck with my friends you are going to be meeting the side you never want to see believe me when I say that. My friends name in my group are Ariana Grande, Hailee Steinfeld, Lucy Hale and Zendaya Maree and me.
I'm not sure if the crush I have towards my best friend is just a normal crush I ugh.. when I'm with her I feel like I'm on cloud 9 she makes me blush over the simplest things anyone can do and when we cuddle I feel like I wanna stay like that for ever and when she touches me I feel like butterflies in my stomach and a tingling feeling all over my body and sometimes I just wanna kiss her. I get lost in those beautiful green eyes she has and I wish she was mine. Would you consider this a normal crush?.
I'm confused I don't know if it's a crush or what if I love her? Why do feelings have to be complicated. It feels like a puzzle I have to complete the puzzle to be able to see the illustration but if it's a heart puzzle I have to complete it to figure out if I'm in love or its just a inoccent crush and honestly I hate puzzles.
My alarm went off it was 5:45 I rolled out of bed I fell into the floor I groaned and went to the bathroom to take a shower after 10 mins I got out and put on a black high waisted skirt, a black cropped tank top with polka dots and my black vans. I curled my hair and add make up I put my jewelry and perfume on, grabed my phone and back pack. I went down stairs and I started eating lucky charms cereal.
I checked the clock it was 7:20 I decided to head to school. I would take lucy with me but it seems she left already I got on the car and started driving about 10 mins of driving I arived school. I got out and I saw all of my friends at our hangout spot I started walking towards them but I saw lucy running to me but she triped being so clumsy she pouted and stood up and she started running again and she attacked me with a hug god I felt like electricity running through my body.
Hi luster I said to lucy as she pulled away with a grin I couldn't help myself have a huge smile on my face to. I missed you beckster lucy said to me and she blushed. I blushed to at what she said and because she blushed to. But it only has been like less than 10 hours since I saw you and it was because we had to sleep lulu but I missed you to I replied she took my hand and I blushed again. Let's go Btw you look cute she said. thanks luster you don't look bad yourself and your beautiful green eyes of yours are brighter than usual what's got you happy I relpied. You she told me I couldn't help but feel like fireworks inside my body.
lets compare our schedules to see what classes we have together zendaya asked. Sure I replied all my friends took thier schedules. I found out that I have math,history,english,and chemistry with lucy but not ceramics or science or French. I also have math,ceramics, french,history with zendaya and for science,english,math I have ariana and hailee.
I went to my locker with lucy to get my stuff but Austin was leaning on waiting for great I thought sarcastically. What's up babe Austin asked me, hi I anwered coldly. Soo becky wanna hang out at my house tonight he asked me I looked over at lucy I noticed her eye color has changed into a darker shade of green kind of brownish. I turned to Austin and declined he's offer um sorry Austin I can't I'm going to be busy today I told him. fine he scoffed and leaned in to kiss me he's tongue was down my throat I felt like vomiting I don't feel nothing when he kisses me he pulled away because lack of air.
See you later then and he left and I wiped the disgusting saliva that he left on my mouth I turned to lucy she looked pissed I don't know why tho. Ugh he messed up my lipstick I said pouting. We'll yea he basically acted ass if he was licking what was left over on a plate she replied. I couldn't help but smile, Aww is my lu jelous I said with a baby voice. N-no i-i..m not she said with a flustered face. Anyways do you have lipstick I asked pointing to my lips and a smile crept her lips she nodded and took a lipstick out of her bag here she said as I grabbed it and put some on my lips.
How does it look? I asked lucy she looked at my lips and then my eye's perfect she replied I blushed once again. Thanks I told her and I kissed her cheeks, hey! Your going to leave lipstick on my cheek she told me. Oopsy sorry luster I didint mean it well actually I did I replied. It ok beckster don't worry she smiled the bell rang.
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I was in my second class I have zendaya and lucy in history together yay I'm so happy. We were telling joke and then lucy tried to make a joke zendaya didn't laughed it wasn't funny but that she was terrible was that's why I couldn't help but laugh my ass of and Zendaya would look at me with the dafuk face. The bell rang and I saw lucy jump Cause she got scared. Lucy, Hailee, ariana and I went to English class I sat by lucy and hailee sat infront me and ariana infront of lucy.
We were talking about who was single in the group wich was lucy, Ariana. Zendaya was with Cameron, Hailee with wesley, and I with Austin maHoe. But I think nash likes lucy I mean who wouldn't like lucy she's gorgeous,perfect,flawless,beautiful,
Sexy,pretty,adorable,cute,dorky,
romantic, everything. There's not enough words to describe how perfect she is.But I gotta step my game up if I want lucy cause nash is a jerk I don't want her to get hurt.
I was interuped out of my thoughts by hailee snapping her fingers and my face. Earth to becky hello? Hailee said. Uhh W-what? I asked confused. I asked you what's going through your mind cause you seem pretty mad hailee said. Ohh no nothing I'm just never mind ok I replied her.
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We were sitting at lunch and I was talking to lucy but I saw Austin, Wesley and Cameron, nash coming towards us " ohh boy great " I said sarcastically.
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Heart Puzzle
RandomBecky g a 17 year old is confused about how she feels towards her bestfriend lucy hale yes she is lesbian and probably in love with her girl bff. will she come out? would they be together?