Down And Out Depression

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The feeling

The crazy feelings in my head I cannot explain

It's like my world is spinning at a million miles a minute

It makes me dizzy

I feel out of control, like I am losing my mind

I don't know what to do to make it stop

It happens so much so often lately I feel

Like I am losing my sanity is scary as hell

One day maybe I'll be normal

And not have all these crazy ass things going on.


These thoughts

These thoughts that surround me will never defined me

My thoughts run and what has been done might revive me

I am torn I am broken I sometimes feel shattered

Please don't waste your time asking me what's the matter

Ill lie and deny because nothing matters.


I hide

I hide behind my smile

I try to beat the drama

Everyone holds inside

Do people have to start shit all the time?

I am done I am not trying its bullshit and I am not lying


Thoughts

I sit with these thoughts running threw my head

Wondering if they will ever leave my head! They push

And fight they want to keep me up all night! Not no more will these

Thoughts take advantage of me I am going to win this and prove me to be!

I stop I can't take it, I am done I don't give a damn if I have to fake it! These thoughts these voices are not going to win! Today I take back what's mine! My body is mine! My mind is mine! My whole being is mine and I am taking it back! Good by thoughts good bye voices this is our good bye and no more verses.


The Silent killer

The silent killer holds you tight

The silent killer comes bad at night

The silent killer creeps around

the silent killer keeps you down

The silent killer waiting to strike

The silent killer could take you tonight

The silent killer makes you over react

The silent killer makes you look back

The Silent killer haunts me daily

The silent killer she might break you

The silent killer is not going to win me

The silent killer he does not make me

This silent killer is what I call depression, it is scary and drives me crazy

This silent killer will never take me


Pierced

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