You wouldn't know

You wouldnt know pt.2

You'll never know the pain I felt when you invited your dad who was fresh in your life over for thanksgiving.
Of course he was late so you went to your boyfriends house.
Then your dad tries to curse you out saying he wasn't allowed.

You'll never know the pain I felt being yelled at at any moment by my first boyfriend on high school.
He yelled at you all the time no matter the place making you cry in hurt and embarrassment.
All your guy friends saying you deserve better but you didn't know how to let go.

You'll wouldn't know the pain I felt when my dad told me know one would really love you.
Guys only want one thing and you're to sweet you'll just be ran over.
Was he right? Seems like it so far.

You'll never know the pain I felt when that same boyfriend yelled at me because I embraced the fact that you like girls but at first he thought it was hot.
Now the school know because I had class with 4 other gay girls and realized it was ok.
You did have you first girl crush in first grade.

You wouldn't know the hurt I felt when the guy I thought you loved hit you.
He was your first boyfriend for two years now.
But the day he hit you and you didn't know what to do.
You always said that if a guy hit you you'd do something but you were to busy in shock and in pain.

You'll never know the pain I felt when my first boyfriend left for college.
Of course it was coming he was two grades ahead.
He hit you that once never again and yall loved each other and still remand as friends.
Well not really.

You wouldn't know the pain I felt when my ex and new boyfriend got into it when he found out my ex hit me.
Your ex running to your mom who somewhat never really spoke on the fact that he hit you.

You wouldn't know the pain I felt seeing two girls on Twitter fighting over your boyfriend.
He slept with them both and later getting on of them pregnant.
He blamed you for not fighting for him but later bagged do you to come back in his life.

You wouldn't know the pain I felt after that break up.
He threatened and harassed you making you have to get a restraining order. He was a thug what did you expect. You cried all the time.

You would never know the pain I kept feeling after that.
You fell into taking pills because it numbed the pain.
Again you had an amazing friend who helped you before your mom found out.

You wouldn't keep the pain I felt finding out my girlfriend was cheating on me.
Your best friend told you that you were better without her plus the cute text been stopped.
But you stayed after her mean drunk words to you, her suicidal moments, or helping with her depression.

You wouldn't know the pain I felt when she talked to me about it all.
She appreciated all that you did for her but you deserve someone better who will treat you better.
Of course you've heard that before.

You'll never know the pain it felt with the last girl.
I wouldn't even call her that. The shortest relationship you ever had.
She wanted a break but later you find out that she was trying to see if her and her ex still had a thing.
But you were strong and didn't go back.

You'll never know the pain I've felt...
That's what they say. But someone has felt one of these pains or something worse.
You want someone to listen to know your pain.
If anything I want you to know is I know the pain.

But now, you'll never know the pain I fell now knowing you have read this.
You now knowing where those attitudes and insecurities come from.
I've been trying to tell you this and more that's happened so you know.

I'd rather you know this now than me to feel the pain of losing you because you don't know.
Now you know the pain I've felt because I've told you.