You fucked me up

Introduction

Hey guys my name is Alissa White, most of my friends call me Liz. I was raised in Washington, DC along with my sister Gaby. My mum passed away about four years now but my dad still love her like in was the first time they fell for each other. I always wish to have a relationship like theirs but lucks were never on my side. Yeah I am only 17 but all the obstacles that I've been through made me feel like an adult.

One night I decided to have a sleepover with my best of friends, Jemma Blossom and Brianna James. We were going to have this night just with the girls but Jemma decided it would be more fun if we invited the guys over. Now don't get me wrong, guys can make the night fun, but not this one.

River Craze, I've never met him before but I already thought he was attractive from seeing all his photos with his friends and family. I decided to start talking to him, he made me smile, I made him smile, it was the best feeling ever to talk to someone that can make you happy by just texts. We met up and have a normal conversation like we've known each other for years. I never thought of anything better than late nights conversations with him until one day. We got into and argument about something stupid, something that could be fixed but we chose not to. That was when I realize he ain't the one just yet. I guess I am way too young to face reality now.