Chapter 1
I thought he loved me
I thought he was the one
I knw 4 sure now dat he is mad.All this tym he was just using me..using me for sex.
I was so scared he hit me over ma head wid a baseball bat and dragged me into a dark and damp room.He told me 2 open ma legs and mouth 2 every boi dat walked in.Some hench blikkkkkk ugly boi walked in, he must hav been number 34...I was startin to lose count.He told me 2 suck his dick.so I did.I tried not to think bout it n soon anoth it was over.Da boi pushed me on 2 da ground and open ma legs 2 look at ma pum.He looked over at joe ma now ex hubby and asked him
"how many dick hav been up here?"
Joe said "bout 30 35 sumthin like dat"
"skn skn best put on a cd"
I closed ma eyes and he stuck his dick up inside me while joe jus stood der countin da money he has made so far.I wasn't even wet but he jus carried on goin in n out. About 4 min went by n he was fanily done.He got up n pulled up he jeans h headin 4 da door, but not wid out thankin joe
"kl boss safe 4 da mash."
"lol wat r wifeys 4" dey both laufed.and da boi left da room.I looked at joe an I begin 2 cry I asked him
"y r u doin dis?..I thought u luved me"
"shut up u hoe"
"we been 2gether4 2 yrs"
"look bitch ur ma wife n if I want u 2 mash nxt man 2 get me pz den so b it..now shut da fuck up and try 2 look sexii n make sure u tyt pum don't stink" I looked at him but he tried not 2 look at me.He called in some boi 4m his click 2 come in. da boi was all blacked out he had his hubby up and walked in.He looked at me ..he looked so sad like he didn't wanna rape me .He kept quite.Joe told him 2 take me 2 a room 4 as long as he needed.
"mash her till u cant mash no more" he gave da boii an evil smile. Da boi gave a weak smile bk "oh yh chantelle remember .. I luv u"and he winked at me
Da boi took me 2 a room down da hall and sat on da bed. I sat on da floor and said " wat do u want me 2 do" he just stared at me and said "put ur cloths on..im..im n-not gonna rape u"I jumped up n put on ma cloths and ran 2 da window wid out say a word I wasn't gonna wait 4 im 2 tell me twice. I though it would be sad if I didn't at least give him a hug.It would b da last time I c him coz joe was gonna bang him up 4 lettin me go. So I turned around and kissed him on da cheek n gave him a hug n sprinted out da window.
Chapter 2
I stayed home 4 2 weeks.I didn't step out ma room.I even packed crisps chocolate biscuits drinks u name it I had it. All stuffed in a box so I didn't starve 2 death. I was shook joe would try n find me so I didn't even touch ma fone.Ppl keep ringin n txtin me till ma fone went dead.
I could smell ma mums jellof rice and chicken frm ma room, boii I missed her food. Now I really had 2 leave ma room. I got up and made ma way 2 da bathroom. I brushed ma teeth and had a 20 min shower. I creamed ma self n u all knw I used cocoa butter n I but on a random t-shirt n joggin bottoms. I don't knw y in all skets story's da girls get propa dressed up 2 say at home kmt.I said morin 2 ma brother n ma sisters n took some juice upstairs. I checked ma fone joe didn't even txt me once. I opened a txt it was 4m Ashley , der was a shubz goin down in Totty.
I slept 4 da rest of da day n woke up round 5 just in time 2 get ready 4 da shubz.I was wearin blue tight top black shorts patterned tights black plimsolls and blue laces. My hair was out n put black n blue ribons in. I called Ashley n asked her wer 2 meat her. I wasn't goin all da way 2 da bus top by ma self. I was 2 afraid so instead I went 2 Jennifer's hse. After like 10 mins dis gyal was finally done we meat Gabbie Jasmine Kim Michelle Lisa Nathalie Nicki Ashley Vanessa and Vicky all at da bustop. We got on da 149 4 like 10 stop, it was so funny we jus kept crackin joke n playin r music out loud like a minny minnny shubz. It was a bit werid bein out ma room, I was scraed anything could go roung, but at least I had my gyals wid me. Wen we got der. At shubz was in fall swing. We all walked in n stated 2 dance , I wasn't gonna waste no time I got start in da middle. I was winein on some boi. He started daggerin me. Boii I forgot how fun a shubz could be. I pushed da boi on 2 da chair in da corner n sat on his lap so I was facein him.I began grindin ma hips slowly pressin ma breast against his chest . I bite his neck I was getting so wet. Boii it was getting hot in her. He wasn't even dat nice but the fact dat I was on a boy n I had all da control turned me on! Meanwhile all da gyals wer getting der freak on, ive never seen dem dance like dat b4. Dis shubz was 2 live, I was havin da time ov ma life n nothing could stop me now. I was on some kinda high, I felt so 3 like nothing could bring me down. I wrapped ma arms round his neck bent ma head back. And guess who I saw.
