Hi, I'm Ace but my friends call me Joker people expect me to be a perfect boy and i don't want to be because if your perfect how do you feel? all you are doing is holding back your real emotions.... Im 14 and i went through a lot ..... I never asked to be in this fucked up world nor did i ever ask for my messed up father, and my careless mother but in the end I'm not complaining I love my father even though he drinks a lot but theres a reason he does because my mom left him for another man and I'm glad that my mom is gone and out of my life....for good and that is how i feel.
I was thinking to myself when i heard someone running straight from behind me, I Turned and saw Alison "HEY WAIT UP!!!" she stopped in front of me and gasped for air, i gave her a smirk "Well hello to you too Ally"She gave me a dirty look and i continued walking "I told you to wait for me and you just leave?!" she pushed me playfully, I looked at her raising my left eyebrow "Well its your fault you took forever!"I tried fixing my messy hair but it couldn't be tamed she looked at me and laughed "Whats so funny!!??" I looked at her with my glossy grey eyes "Nothing, its just that you never do your hair anymore" I smiled a bit and looked down at the side walk "Hey are you going to school today?" she tugged on my hoodie, I didn't even bother looking up at her because i knew if i said no she would be sad and give me that concern look,I shrugged "Well are you gonna answer me!?" I looked above her head to make it seem I was looking straight at her face but in reality I wasn't "No, Im not.....not today" I could already picture that sad look on her face so i looked away from her completely and started to walk "HOW COME YOU NEVER GO TO SCHOOL WITH ME ANYMORE, WHAT DID I DO TO YOU HUH?!" I stopped walking and stood there shocked by her anger "WELL??!!" I could hear it in her voice that she was about to burst out crying,I looked at her then looked down to her shoes "You didn't do anything okay?" she stood silent for a minute "Then why won't you go to school?!" I felt bad when i saw a tear fall from her cheek "Now is not the time, your starting to make a scene" I looked up and saw every boy and girl staring at us giving us dirty looks and shaking their heads like they were ashamed of Me and Ally "ANSWER MY GOD DAMN QUESTION!!!" I started to get upset with her acting like a child and with everyone staring at me made me more angry "ITS NON OF YOUR BUSINESS, SO STOP WORRYING ABOUT ME AND WORRY ABOUT YOURSELF,YOUR NOT A FUCKING CHILD ANYMORE GROW UP ALREADY!" I started to regret what i said and could see that she was crying even more "I hate you..." She shoved me out of her way and walked right pass me, My heart froze and i stood there hurting....i wanted to apologize but something was stopping me.
I woke up the next day feeling terrible for what I had done to Alison "Whats been going on with me lately?" I looked around my room for a shirt to put on, I ended up finding a black shirt that said ~Team Ally~ I smiled at the shirt because thats when i went to Alleys first soccer game,Then I remembered that me and Ally had an argument yesterday so i tossed the shirt in the trash"Im pretty sure Ally won't forgive me after all thats exactly what she wants, For me to crawl back to her"I shooked my head at that thought,then all of the sudden I got this huge headache and it felt like i couldn't breath 'Am I that worried about her?' I saw myself in the mirror and all of the sudden the mirror broke and pieces fell on the floor "Ow..." I lifted up my right hand and saw my fist bleeding I kept staring at the blood and started to laugh "Wow am i that upset?!" I went to the bathroom and took a shower then i got out and got dressed "Dad?" I saw my dad sleeping on the couch with a wine bottle in his hand hanging I smiled a bit and went to the kitchen where the first-aid kit was,then i cleaned up my wound and wrapped it properly, I opened the front door and left :Phone starts ringing: I took my phone out of my pocket and the caller ID said ~Alison~ I thought to myself 'What could she possibly want?' "Yo Joker!" I jumped then looked up and saw Kevin "Why won't you pick up your phone? Its been ringing for quiet some time now...." He laughed a little "Oh its no reason its just someone not important to me" I clicked decline on my phone and put it back in my pocket "Oh okay, wanna go do some Graffiti?" I smiled at the thought "Hell yeah!" We both grabbed our gas masks so people wouldn't recognize us,put our hoodies over our heads and grabbed the spray paint "This is going to be fun!" He climbed up onto the roof and started jumping roof to roof while I followed him jumping to roof to roof i saw Ally but she didn't see me because she couldn't recognize me with my mask on but what left her mouth when she was looking at me jump over the roofs was ~The lost boys~, "Come on Joker" I saw Kevin waiting for me "The lost boys need to start spraying" I smiled under my mask 'The lost boys is me and Kevins nickname when people see us jumping roofs and wearing our black mask and black hoodies and no one knows our identities except for me and Kevin' "Lets do this..." I took out my spray paint and started to doodle on the public library as Kevin did the same....
