Break Your Heart

Chapter 2

Dedication to one of my new friend. Thanks for motivating me :)

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Chapter 2

Rianna's POV

I woke up the next morning to my alarm clock blaring. I got up groggily and switched off the alarm going off on my phone. It was 7:00 am. Then my eyes fell upon the date. 20th of April. So it was here. The dreaded date. Today was the date on which I had lost my brother three years ago. It was his third death anniversary. I couldn't help but remember all our past together. Our childhood, school life, teenage and that horrible night which ended it all.

Stop!!

 If I did not want to end up bawling my eyes out, I had to distract myself. I quickly got up from my bed and moved towards my bathroom. If I had forgotten to mention, I was rich. Like extremely rich. So I had an ensuite bathroom with a magnificent bathtub and a shower. There was a sliding glass door separating the toilet from the bath. All in all, it was a luxury. I did all my daily tasks and then entered the bathtub which already was brimming with hot water. Meera, my domestic help would have done it. I slipped out of my PJs and entered the tub. The hot water instantly released the tension in my muscles. After a long relaxing bath, I got out of the tub, wrapped up a towel around my body and entered my walk-in-closet. I was greeted by rows and rows of branded tops, jeans, skirts, dresses and gowns. Also there were accessories, jewellery, shoes and bags. In case you hadn't noticed, I loved shopping. I slipped on my bathrobe and proceeded to dry my dripping wet hair with the dryer. It fell on my back in its natural waves. Then I picked up a red jeans and a white top and slipped into them.

I went to my room which had baby blue walls in contrast with a single wall which was white. My room was huge; it covered almost half of the whole second floor of my house. On the right wall, there was a big window which gave me a view of my neighbour's house who happened to be Shane. My bed was located right next to the window. The furniture in my room was a deep mahogany colour including my bed. Then there was a night stand just beside the bed. On the wall behind, there was a huge family photograph of my parents, my brother, my sister and me. All the other walls had posters of myself and my favourite dancers and singers.

To the left was my bathroom and my closet and also the door. Then to the side opposite my bed was the door to the balcony and also a 60 inch LED tv. There was also a music system and a desk with my laptop, facing the window. There was a lot of space in the middle of the room which was covered with a red carpet. I loved my room. It was my sanctuary where I could be myself.

I walked to my desk and unlocked the drawer and took out my diary. So I usually didn't write diaries but this one was special. It was for my brother, a way to connect with him. I wrote in it when I needed him the most and also on his birthdays and death anniversaries.

Before starting to write, I went downstairs to the kitchen and made myself a coffee. Holding the cup of coffee in my hand and grabbing a donut, I went to my room and started to write.

Dear Sam,

 Hope you are fine there. Mom and Dad are fine too, just missing you as we all are. Tiana's life is going good. Her boyfriend Ryan is amazing and loves her so much. You both would have gotten along really well. Although, initially you might have scared him off with your over protectiveness. But I assure you, he is one hell of a guy and Tiana is very happy with him. As far as I am concerned, My life has been near perfect. Near because you are not here with us anymore. And that's all because of me. If I hadn't gone to that stupid party, you would have been with us today. Our family would have been complete. It's my entire fault and I know that. No matter how much you all deny it. I just want to say I am sorry Sam, I am so very sorry.