This world is so confusing
and I'm tired of it
tired of the daze
of the confusion
just stumbling around
numb to the world around
so tired of not being good enough
always having to try
to fake
to fit in
just for the sake of an inconsiderate few
who can't see
won't see
won't even look
at the real me
I'm just watching waiting
for my chance
my chance to just fade away
and never come back to this world
this world of the fake and superficial
hoping this world will forget me
and let me sleep
give me peace
just let me sleep
to break this daze that I've lived in for so long
and go somewhere
somewhere I can be me
the real me
not this zombie that I've become
to satisfy the people around me
they are fake
they only care about appearance
I'm just so tired
so ready to leave
to get out
maybe once I'm gone then they will see
see the shell of people they have become
I am different
I don't belong
I will not belong
I will not fit in to their box
I will be different
I will be me
the real me
