Oh Mom [TOP]

A few years ago TOP's mother died. She died with a will given to TOP in a letter, but it letter was lost. TOP was suppose to marry his childhood friend, Hwang Sung Gi. His mother knew that both she and his childhood friend were gonna die soon.

Sung Gi had an unknown illness since she started high school, she kept it a secret from TOP for all the years she had known him.

After debuting in the YG business as TOP of BigBang, they were each others lover. Happy as any couple could be.

They were always smiles on Sung Gi's face hiding the pain and fact of her illness from anyone, the only person that knew was Ms. Choi.

They spent time together, cuddled together, took pictures of each other and did basically the things happy couples would do.

Every time she coughed and Seung-hyun noticed she would always smile and try to cover it up with something as there was blood on her hands, making excuses for him not to be worried.

Sung Gi was Daesung's older adoptive cousin, they were really close. Since Seung-hyun was childhood friends with Jiyong with we're best friends too.

All their happiness soon came to an end on the day she went missing.

Seung-hyun was in the kitchen making breakfast for the both of them, Sung Gi woke up and soon began to cough in her hand, it had gotten worse at this point as there was more blood than before.

She rushed to he bathroom and pulled up the toilet seat. She pulled back her hair as she started puking blood, it had gotten way worse than expected. She still ignored it and freshen up then went downstairs.

She was then greeted with the sweetest good morning kiss ever. They sat down together and fed each other. When they were finished he took her to YG Entertainment. He told her to wait outside of YG's door.

She started coughing again, she got up and started running straight towards the elevator. Her time was running out.

At that same time she dumped into Daesung, he asked if she was okay when he saw the tears and blood on her face. She just quickly apologized and continued to run.

As she ran spotted a telephone booth, she patted heavenly but managed to call home and leave a message to TOP.

When Seung-hyun got out of YG's office she wasn't there anymore. He looked everywhere for her in the Build, still no where to be found.

That day he went looking everywhere for her. When he got home there was a letter there waiting for him, inside was the lost letter and the picture of a church with an address at the back.

He got on his motorcycle and drove off. He was in search for hours until He found the building. When he finally found it, he ran inside and asked a nun if he has seen her.

She later came out with what Sung Gi had left behind at her visit there, there was a hand knitted sweater which she knitted during one of her secret visits to the hospital, a letter to him saying where to find the letter and a picture that he took of her.

As soon as he saw these valuable memories he soon began to break down in tears. The letter involved some of the information where he could find the lost letter.

When he went home he checked his voicemail, while the letter and hearing her voice he had a breakdown. Destroying mirrors, pulling down shelves it was a complete disaster.

When he finally calmed down he went to the place where they first met near the ocean and wondered where she could have gone.

All he wanted to tell her was that he was going to make an album be JiYong, GD&TOP, didn't even get his congratulation. All she wanted to do was get better for him, make him happy and for fill his mothers will.

It's been 3 years since that day and TOP hasn't been taking it easy as he get drunk every time his mind runs on her. To the publics eye he's perfectly fine but really he isn't.

How could this happen to me

But even worse, how could this happen to you

It began with a letter and was the beginning of pain

I'm a tell it to you straight

Hey look

Every breathless day frantically passes

At some point, meeting you became a precious bond

All of the universe appeared beautiful

I came to like what you liked

Within our perfectly stable days

Sharing our inner most feelings

I've been taken ill, There's no reply

Sorry I'm sorry bye TOP

Oh mom, What should I do mom

A selfishness hotter than a fire torments me, Oh my God

Oh mom, I promise mom, What can I do

Now, I now, Oh my God, Oh my God

A desolate day, I receive a letter

Your circumstances make me tear

If my voice brightens your world

Farther and farther, I'll shout

Nananana Nananana Do you hear my heavy heart

Friend wipe your tears, I think you're prettier when you smile

Sorry I'm sorry, Oh my God

Oh mom, What should I do mom

A selfishness hotter than a fire torments me, Oh my God

Oh mom, I promise mom, What can I do

Now, I now, Oh my God, Oh my God

Baby don't cry, You stand vacantly alone

Don't worry, It may be lonely but you're not the only one

Look beside you, you're not alone

Don't cry, You stand vacantly alone

Don't worry, It may be lonely but you're not the only one

Look beside you, you're not alone

Life is funny, It's a delicate play with fire

Playful obstacles are life's restraints, Everything is for your heart's resolution so

Keep your head up

Baby don't cry, You stand vacantly alone

Don't worry, It may be lonely but you're not the only one

Look beside you, you're not alone

Don't cry, You stand vacantly alone

Don't worry, It may be lonely but you're not the only one

Look beside you, you're not alone

Oh mom, Oh mom