FLAME IN THE FLESH

Monster

A/N

KINDA SHORT

FLAMES POV

"YOU WHAT?!''

''YOU CAN DO THAT?!'' angels eyes lite up

''NO WAAY!!''

''why?''

i have just told the boys that i dropped out of school,and they are getting on my nerves with all the questions, of course tristian doesnt say anthing he barely talks, nobody knows when and why but we didnt ask.

''well i dropped out because.....because..all the teachers where getting on my nerves soo i just quit.'' I lied

''you just made this job even harder, you were supposed to be watching that kid in your class because hes trying to destroy this gang!! and you just dropped out because of teachers?!'' blake says but more like yell

''well i didnt think about that..sorry......'' i said

''of course you didnt because you dont think!!!!!!'' blade yelled

''I said i was sorry'' i said smoothly not trying to lose my temper..its not really my thing play it cool

''THAT DOESNT MEAN ANYTHING!''

''WELL WHAT ELSE IS THERE?''

''I WANT YOU SO SHOW EMOTION JUST THIS ONE TIME, I WANT YOU TO SAY IT LIKE YOU FUCKING MEAN IT!!!'' he yelled all in my face

i turned away...''i cant..'' i whispered

''you cant even give us one emotion one thing to show us you really care and when you do everyone knows its fake you know it used to be hot...but now its like your a moster with no heart....'' i looked up at the eyes of blade and smiled

''i gave you guys a home...i gave you money, why should i give you anything else..'' i said and walked outside and on my motorcycle, inside i was dying i actually kind of liked him and after all weve been through...he thought i was a monster?, he made that clear infront of all boys even angel was there

by now one tear drop fell on my face...but thats all that came out...maybe i really am a monster. maybe he was right

30 minutes later

i was at the back up house that i brought just in case some gang tried to invade our house well be perfectly safe in this one. it was a normal house but with a security alarm at the gate so you will half to type in the code through your phone and then go through the gate..pretty clever huh

when i got in i took a shower and order pizza then i heard a knock on the door??

i opened it and it was tristian....i let him in without a word he layed down on the couch and started to watch tv casually..i knew he was here to keep me company and i smiled a genually smile he didnt say anything of course but its the thought that counts. The alarm went off, me and tristian ran outside with a gun in our hands but when we saw the pizza man we hurried up and sticked them in the back of our pants tristian turned off the alarm. we paid the man and went back inside.

i layed a lot of covers and pillows on the floor then layed the pizza box on it, i sat down on the confortable bed type thing and so did tristian

i got up and picked two movies and showed thenm to him, he pointed to 'the smurfs' so thats what i put in. we sat there in silence ,watched the little blue people and ate pizza next thing i know we were lying down beside each other ,i was so sleepy i couldnt process what was going on, but i think he was gently gliding with fingers in my hair.

''your so beautiful'' i heard and before i could say anything back i was out cold..