Why do you hate me ( Larry stylinson fanfic )

Chapter seven;

Today is the day, no not the day of wedding of the two boys no, but it's the opening of the tour  

Louis knew it's going to be hard and he has to give his best.

The opening was with London's concert, this city used to scare him but now he knows for sure that at big cities, tickets are always all sold.

He stood still as Henry the designer and make up artist asked him so he could fix his pants.

"... You don't know you're beautiful" he sang quietly to himself to remember one last time the lyrics of the first song but as soon as he thinks about singing any romantic song, the curly hair of a certain boy pops up in his mind and he'd have to push away some thoughts to focus on the show.

He smiled when Henry was finished with him and the dancers entered the room to get their hair and make up done.

Each one of them would smile or say hi and he'd answer by a smile back or a nod, except for his " life saver", his cousin 

2 days earlier, Miranda one of the dancer fell off the stage

Nothing major but she broke her ankle she wasn't able to danse, Louis suggested his cousin take her place as she's a great dancer and fast learner.

It took her 1 day and a half to perfect the dance and memorise it as if she was training for months.

" always spaced away" Lucy the cousin, placed a kiss on his cheeck

"Sorry" he replied" i'm a bit nervous"

" you will do great, i promise" she assured just right before Henry cues her to sit and get her hair fixed

" in 3, 2,..." Said Mick holding louis' arm backstage" 1, go and get them big boy!"

Louis got out, a professional microphone in his hand, spotlights on his head, wearing nice beige pants, blue and black striped t-shirt. 6 dancers behind him, 3 girls and 3 boys.

Minutes later, Louis got lost in his own merveillous world where all it matters was singing performing. 

He loved what he was doing.

Fans were cheering, but he wasn't noticing.

As soon as the performance was over and went backstage congragulated the dancer, thanked Lucy for her help and got into his room.

He heart almost stopped when he read the receied text from Harry

-I watched the concert, you were great i wish i were there to watch your performance from close - harry

What was he supposed to answer? How did he know? Is he angry?

- I beg you pardon?

He knew it was a stupid reply but that's all he could manage at the moment

-I watched you dancing on stage during Louis Tomlinson's concert on Tv, that wasn't you? -Harry

Of course! How could he be stupid, he was relieved but sad at the same time, he thought maybe he wouldn't have to explain it to him.

-Oh yeah that was me, i just wasn't expecting you to watch it, i mean you hate the singer

-, i hate his shitty face, i was focusing on you and your hot body

Don't cry Louis! He thought to himself, you knew he hated YOU all along and you still fell 

In love with him.

-Haha, thanks 

-I have to go, talk to you later.

He left the room to pump into his cousin

" seriously Louis?" she warned" what's the matter? Please just tell me!"

"it's no big deal, i promise" he winked

" is it the boy?" she asked quietly

He tensed and stared at her in shame and confusion. 

He never told her he was gay not 

To mention anything about Harry.

" how did you know about him?" he asked

" so it's true, i was just confirming my doubts"

It wasn't that he didn't trust her, he did he just never got the courage to tell any soul 

He pretended to have crushes on girls during high school, pretend to be intereseted in actresses when watching a movie with others, had to listen to his dad's advice to get girls.

" does it have anything to do with the fake profile you made with my picture?" she asked

He nodded and immediatly left the room before she asked any further questions.

Mark, Zayn and Lucy knew, they knew he was gay and they both didn't mind. Maybe that's a sign from god, he could come out to his other family members then to the boy who stole his heart.

And he kept thinking about him....