Friendship or more?!?(Neymar)

Past

Neymar p.o.v

I don't know why when I saw Maria with that guy I act like jealous boyfriend I don't know I'm really ashamed of what I have done to her that night I wanted to show her she's mine mine and only mine ...but that move makes them be closer to each other and now she won't give me a another chance ugh,i stayed in Antalya just for her but not in that hotel I rent a villa near the hotel..what should I do?? Maybe Tom ...will he help me? No he won't because he always protect Maria... I need to think she must return to me...

Maria p.o.v

It was around 8 so we ate dinner and we went to background everyone were busy so we left there
Any drinks ? He asked
Cola with ice I said
I'll be back he said and ran to the bar
I walked around and then I see someone I couldn't believe my eyes why he is here?? He must be at Barça right? So why his steal here?? He walked to me but I take steps back and went to bar and stand next to Ali I looked around I didn't see him
Is something wrong? Ali asked
His here I said
What?? Did he do something again?? He yelled I could see fire in his eyes
No he didn't when I see him I came here I said
You did the right thing he said he gave me the cola and he get my hand thigh we sat in the first line and show started it wasn't perfect but it was good it was complicated after show finished we all went on stage and do the club dance that's my favorite and then we waved our hands and said good bye ...then again I see him and Ali notice him I put his hand in mine to stop him...
So do you want to sleep ?I asked him
No I'm full of energy let's go to beach he said
In night? I asked him
Yeah come on he said a grabs my hand we ran to beach
We took off our shoes and start walking on sands I watched sky it was full of stars they were like big family all over the sky, they always said you can find your star in the sky...i looked around and finally I found it one alone star ...that was me..I have been alone always always ...when I think about my past my heart hurt really bad and I can't control my tears ..and while watching sky tears left my eyes
Maria 😱 he said
Yes?
Why you are crying baby ?
That's a long story
Maria talk to me I'm always here for you ..he said and embraced me he stroked my hair as I sobbed on his shoulder
Don't cry Maria ,talk with me please he said
It's about my past seeing this stars I remembered my past
What is it?tell me
When I was a teenager I never had the things I liked never ...I was alone ...and the reason was my parents they put me in the jail I couldn't talk with my friends I couldn't go out with them I couldn't have some me-time in my room ... I had a phone but it was useless just my dad and mother and sister had my number...I was always alone always...it was really hard for me they always destroyed my dreams...when I decided to continue skating they never let me continue it..never..I felt like I was their robot..I'm alive but I couldn't have that happy childhood I couldn't be wild and happy when I was teenager I always burned inside...I wasn't sure that they are my real parents..my only friend was my pillow....they never let me be happy and be who I want to be but exactly the night I become 18 I left my house to follow my dreams I started with nothing a lot of nights alone in the dark streets... Since I was 9 all my wish was dead I was a child but I wish to die ... I couldn't continue my heart hurts really bad I wanted to scream and cry louder but I couldn't 😖😭😭💔
Maria..your life.. I know you
Yes you know me I was 13 when we came to this hotel my parents always makes me cry and you were the one who comforts me
Maralam I'm sorry ...I don't know why I couldn't recognize you
No need to be sorry I changed a lot inside and outside not that girl anymore
Maria have you every see your parents after that?
No never I don't want to see them they destroyed me
Did you miss them?
No why? They destroyed my life myself my childhood and teen years they destroyed my heart😔😭
Maria...I don't want to see you sad now you have your life right?
A life without heart a life full of crying full of bad memories without any good memory about my past,I never had anyone to love me to support me no one you call this life 😖😭my tears roll down more
Maria it's in past don't destroy your future
I won't let that happen but sometimes when I see happy child I feel fire inside me I want  to have happy past like others why my past hurts me this much...why I never had a good friend 😖
Maria you have me Natalia,Mowhi ,Tom
Don't lie I know I'm nothing to you guys nothing if Tom was my bro he would call or text me thousand time to be sure I'm ok..and you ...I'm nothing to you nothing...😒💔
Maria why you think like this ?
So tell me if I'm not nothing so who I am ?
Maria since you were 13 you were someone different to me I enjoyed every second of being with you when you leave I was really sad exactly when you toke deep breath and went inside the bus when the door closed tears left my eyes I couldn't control my self and when you become a famous dancer I was a fan crazy fan I didn't knew that it was that girl...I loved every second with you..you are great great ....I -I love you he said and start crying hard really hard
I hugged him tight really tight I'm sorry I whispered in his ear I rubbed his back to comfort him
When he stopped crying I'm sorry I said
Maria can we change this subject
Yes then I checked my phone it was 2am let's go and sleep
He nodded and we didn't talk and sleep after he sleep I started crying without any sound
Neymar p.o.v

I was there with them I heard her ...her past hurts me...tears left my eyes when she said every thing...how could they do that how??? Really they called their selves parents..she was their robot...they destroyed her and now I understand why her smile is different the saddest people always had the most beautiful smiles...why I'm falling for her like this..I feel like she must be mine and I must make her happy makes her smile makes her enjoy her life...it's my job ....