Forever your saviour

introduction

What is the point of life?
Everyone does just die in the end right?
So what's the point of living?
Everyone isn't born equal some people are born in poor over populated cities and die young while others are born rich and have all they could ever ask for. So why does everyone have to be so different. Being different causes conflict between everyone and it make so many people Feel alone and left out so what even is the point?

Hi, my name is Scarlett-rose Anthony but you can just call me Scarlett. I am 17 years old I live with my slag of a mother and my always drunk father. I love black, black is basically all I wear. Some people might say black is sad but its just poetic.
I have light blue basically grey eyes with a almost perfect complexion, curly hair that flows down to just below by butt which is died pastel purple with pink and blue highlights all through it. I have spider bites a septum and a fuckload of ear peirsings I am 5"6 and love superheroes, comics, music (punk rock, metal core, metal, screamo, indie and alternative) cats, hip bones,collar bones and peircings.

I might seem like a normal teenage grunge girl but sadly I'm not.
I have been abused sexually by my father ever since I turned 11 and my mother just sits and watches and doesn't do anything about it she is always out drinking and sleeping with younger guys. Sometimes I wonder if she ever cared about me or if I was just an abomination to her life.
Things are hard I don't have anyone to talk to about this because my mother believes that school isn't for me and that friends would just hurt me so here's me a 17 her old girl with no friends ahah great.
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I know its short but just deal lmao itll get better I just needed to do an introduction now instead of later :)