pt2:wake up call

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"All my life iv been told I'm nothing I'm no one"

I woke up How Could I let him beat me again? Why do I have to be so worthless , so pathetic?
I got up.
I dusted myself off.
I won't let him break me I'm stronger than this. Still would I ever find my mate? Would they even want me?
Of course they would right? I walked inside luckily my brother was busy helping my sisters with math homework . He never lays a hand on them just me. He blames me for ruining his life.
Oh well I walked up to my room and cleaned up the blood and dirt on my face. I took a shower to get the dirt out off my body. I was covered in dirt. once I was done I got out and dryed off my towel. I put on a black shirt with black pants.

I checked the time 6:45 am. Great I was out for several hours and no one cares.
I combed my tangled blonde hair.
I decided to throw it in a bun I'm cutting it all off and dyeing it later.
Im avoiding every one and no one will look for me right now because my punishment includes no communication with others no food and no phone.
I put on my jacket and jumped out my window . I ran into town which didn't take long wolves have super speed .so I took me about a minute. I slowed down when I got to town I walked to the hair solan. When I walked in it looked like any other hair solan but pink with the different hair stations. When it was my turn I had this short woman dye my hair black and cut it like boy short. she was pretty young, kinda cute. But all these women are strait.
About 2 hours later I ran back home seeking into my window. No one even noticed I left.
I'm leaving tomorrow the pack will be busy anyway with the mate festival when mates get together and celibate each other or something I never payed attention to anything like that. The entire pack leaves which gives me a window of opportunity to ditch this hell hole. I'm also paying a gaurd to help me fake my death or make up a lie.
I was laying down when Alec walked in "are you okay?"
"I'm fine." I awnsered
"Alpha said you we're jumped by a rogue today." He said worried.

He still won't tell them he abuses me.
"Yeah I did. " I lied
"Don't worry he said he killed it."  He said sounding happy.

"Did you dye your hair and...and you cutt it all off...is that why your grounded? "
He asked.

"Yes but don't talk about it or I'll be in more trouble. " I whined
"Okay I got you." He said as he got up and left.
I hate lyeing to them but I fear for there safety.
I must leave after school.
I stared at the white wall, until I fell asleep.
When I woke up I combed my hair put some gel in it and got dressed in a white shirt and black skinny jeans. I opened the door with a note that said " you may leave for school. "
I nodded grabbed my back pack and left out the window.  I ran to school .
Once I got to school I walked in 20 minutes before the first bell. No one recognized me.
Thank God. But one thing was different I smelled some thing sweet like vanilla and strawberries.  I was not paying attention when I bumped in to this girl. when I heard,
Mate.....

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Woof note
Hey hey hey guys I hope you like it so far this picture above is what Steph looks like with her hair black and cut;)

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