In His Dark Times

pt.2

FLASHBACKS

If he loved me he'd be here.
...I'm speechless

After Kami Left

I walked out of the back door and walked up to the sidewalk.
I can't really take this in. There where people around so I put on Abel's jacket. His jacket...brought tears to my eyes. All I smelled was him. All I thought about was us. How exactly did this happen?

I took out my keys and got in my car. "Damn bitch just calm down" I thought to myself. "Why...after everything

Flashback

I walked back to the hospital and sat in the waiting room.

"God pls forgive me" I thought to myself. I can't believe what's happening right now. I should've apologized to him. He wouldn't be as mad. He wouldn't be here.

I walked up to the woman sitting at the desk. This fucking bitch had a damn attitude and I wasn't in the mood for it.

"Mam I really need to get in there he needs me." She put up her hand telling me to wait and answered her phone. I opened up my card Abel had gave me from earlier. "LOOK AT THIS YOU FUCKING BITCH. IF I WASN'T NOTHING TO HIM WHY WOULD I HAVE THIS SHIT LET ME SEE HIM NOW HE NEEDS ME!!!!!" She took the phone from her ear and rolled her eyes at me. "Mam u have to calm down just WAIT a second...okay" ...I went back to my chair and sat down.How the fuck this bitch gonna tell me to wait?! I've been waiting for a while now!