It wasn't always this way. I use to live simple, quite, relaxed. Now everyday is an adventure I didn't have to be on, except of course for Ajax. I was meant to meet him. I could be with Ajax everyday, for every minute, for every second of every year, for the rest of my life. I don't love him (yet) but, he is amazing. I've been "with" him for about year, lying in wait, so to speak. Ajax is protecting me, well he was, now I don't need protecting, at least I don't think I do. Sometimes he looks at me and only sees a teen still running. Still trying to hide myself. And then he found me and right away I felt like I needed to open up. I've never been able to lie to him, or keep secrets. I told him I was in trouble and he said he'd protect me and give me a new life. At the time I don't think he planed what would follow in the next year any more then I did.