The Alpha's omega

Second Chances?

I laid on my side in Jorden's bed with my back towards him and some other people. I was wrapped under his covers since my shirt was off because of what happened earlier. No one has said a word in a few minutes and I defenatly wasn't in the mood to speak, I mean some of his pack just jumped me! This is just giving me another reason to leave. "Louis, you still awake?" the beta asked, who's name I learned is Sam (or Sammy) "sure..." I said barely above a whisper "you should really be resting instead and if you want we can move you-" he started but I cut him off "I'll live. Please... leave me alone. I've been having a very shitty week and I just want to be alone for a little..." I sighed. "We can't do that Louis, with those two still out there you're not safe" Jorden said with, I think, anger in his voice.
'Okay, he might be the alpha and also very cute along with everything else but he has no right to treat me like a little kid' I thought to myself.
I sat up, a little to fast, and turned to look over at him; I no longer cared that my skin was showing because I was pissed. "You have no right to treat me like a little kid! If it wasnt for you I wouldn't have been in the situation! If you would of let me die in those woods no one would even be in this mess right now!" I snapped at him "you didn't need to save me! Hell, why did you save me!? Why do you give a shit!?" my breath was heavy and my eyes where stinging from holding back the tears threatening to spill. "Sam, please take Jase and Jason out. I need to speak to Louis. Alone" he said with the anger now more noticeable in his voice now "of course" Sam answered quickly then ushered the other two out the door then shut the door behind him.

My whole body was tense, I was terrified. Maybe I should of kept my thoughts to myself. "What's up with you?" Jorden asked while taking a step towards the bed "why are you acting like this? No one in this pack has done anything to you besides Kyle and James" he started at me with his dark brown, almost black eyes "you haven't even given this pack a chance!" Jorden raised his voice which made me jump. "Some people deserve a second chance but Im not one of them" I said weakly, I think that took him back a little. "What even happened?" He asked now calmer than before, while sighing I got up and walked over to one of the windows in his room "I got my brother killed. My alpha got tired if me talking back and not listening because I was so tired of killing people. Innocent people" I wrapped my arms around my stomach while looking out the window "my brother was the only family I had left because my parents where murdered by the alpha by false crimes" I took a shaky breath before continuing, "only if I wasn't so slow my brother would be alive or if I wasn't such a useless piece of shit..." during my story I didn't realize that Jorden had walked over to me "don't talk like that" he said while turning me to face him "I'm sorry your life has been crap but that's no reason to talk bad about yourself" his voice was to calm and nice it was super hard not to get lost in it "Louis, please give this pack a chance because you deserve a second chance" "I-I don't know.." I sighed then walked past him to grab my shirt but he grabbed me wrist and turned me around. "Wha-" I started but he cut me off by pressing his lips against mine.

First thought that went through my head was 'does he know?' but then I realized that he was kissing me! My whole body was tense and I didn't know what to do, this was my first kiss and I didn't know if this was some kind of test or what because we aren't allowed to be gay. Jorden pulled away and looked down into my eyes "I'm sorry... you're probably not gay...go ahead and tell everyone if you wan-" he tried to finish but I got on my tippy toes and kissed him. I don't know how or why, my body just reacted before I knew what was going on. His strong arms wrapped around my waist while my arms went around the back of his neck. Every muscle in my body relaxed and my body was pressed against his but sadly the kiss didn't last long since Jorden pulled away. Both of us where breathing heavily while looking into each others eyes, "Louis, are you sure about this? We just got to know each other kinda and you won't be leaving this room innocent anymore" he whispered into my ear which made me shiver. "I need you Jorden.." I said then bit my bottom lip which made him smirk "okay" he said right before kissing me again, except rougher and with lust.