Italy wrote to Holy Roman Empire while he was away, he replied but after a while; He stopped. Many tried to tell Italy the bad news but, she would never listen. She put on a cheery mask but every night she would sit on the roof, watching the stars and waiting for Holy Rome. He isn't dead, he's coming back. He promised....
To my dearest love,
Hey Holy Rome, where are you now?
I miss you...
It feels like part of me has gone with you.
Can you feel it too?
I dreamt of you last night again....
It reminded me of somethings we've done back then.
I couldn't help but cry as I reminisce.
I remembered....
I was scared of you at first-
You'd chase me around and I thought you where just another bully
But then you confessed your love to me and told me how you really felt--
wanted to laugh out loud I was so relieved and pleased
How I wish I could still hear you telling me how you feel. I'd never get tiered of hearing that....
You always helped me back then
Ever since I've tried so hard. I wish you were here to protect me-- I feel so safe when your around.
I wish I could fight by your side and offer my strength, because I know you've suffering for so long
You're just tied up with a smile, just so I wouldn't worry....
Perhaps when I'm older I won't be so scared anymore...then you and I can fight together.
It's been so long since I saw you, I wish I painted you. I'm afraid I might forget what you look like....
All these years I thought I would forget about you. But I still couldn't
And I wish I'm strong enough to forget all about you.
Because I'll admit, I'm still weak.
I can't hold the loneliness back when I think of you
For the worst of all memories shows.
Holy Roman Empire, You said you'll come back
Please don't make me believe -
'I hate to tell you this but, Mon Cheri, he's gone' -Big brother France
'Italy, don't let I get to you' -Mr.Austria
'Don't worry, were still here for you Ita-chan' -Miss.Hungary
'He's not coming back. Listen to us for once Fratello Bastard, you've suffered enough' -Brother Romano
-In what everyone's saying...
And them dreams you left behind, you didn't need them.
Like every single wish we made...
You promised.
"When the war is over, I'll defiantly come to see you"
You promised, Holy Rome...
"Si! I'll wait! I'll make lot's of sweets for your return"
....that's why I'm still hoping.
Up until now, I'm holding on to your words. I won't give up.
I would've married you Holy Rome, No matter what anyone else would say...
I've loved you for a thousand years and I'll gladly love you for a thousand more;
Just come back to me
She cried almost all the time, and everyone was concerned. This level of grief isn't healthy. And it took a toll, her eyes were blood shot and she lost a lot of weight. She was put off food like pasta and pizza, and that really scared everyone. She spent her time reading the letters Holy Rome sent her and clinging to what little hope she had.
Tonight she decided to wait on a hill that was suspended over the see as she watched the horizon waiting for Holy Rome's ship to emerge. For him to be on land, hug her, wipe her tears and kiss away all her doubts. But alas, none of that happened.
Instead in the water she saw an item.
A hat.
HIS hat.
Her stomach dropped as her chest started caving in but still, she smiled. Looking into the stars she said a thank you. I'm coming home, my love
Saying a final prayer she jumped, into the sea.
[A/N]
How was it? Hopefully not too completely awful...
;-; All the feels.....
