Childhood Promises [On Hold]

Childhood Promises

You want him like I want you. You love him like I love you. The only difference is, he love you back the same way.

P R O L O G U E

I couldn't believe it. No, I just didn't want to. Tears streaming down in my wet cheeks and I couldn't care enough .

I stared the man in front of me with full of disgust. The man, once I became my best friend. The man, who promised me to love me till death do us apart that no matter what happens we would be always together through thick and thin. The man, who really cares and treasure me the most. And the man, who can't stand seeing me in tears.

"How could you?" I whispered in a crack voice.

"You arrogant bastard!"

Before I could knew it, I slap him hard. Hard enough that causes his cheeks to redden and he will go back to his senses but nothing.

"Am I.. Am I not even worth a fight, Damon?" I whispered quietly, painfully.

Looking down at his hand, I see that his no longer wearing our wedding rings.

I closed my eyes as a tear slid down on my own cheeks, feeling more angry when he didn't respond.

"I said, I'm pre-"

What the hell!?

"Don't" He's jaw clenched. I stared at his pale face but still look goddamn handsome. Oh and I used to loved it.

"What am I to you?" I shouted as tears starts to roll down on my cheeks again and my throat burned. Throwing vase at him he dodged it crashing against the wall. How I wish it would have crushed against his skull instead.

When he didn't respond again, I wipe my tears and take the ring off my finger.

"I think you should keep it." I mutter under my breathe, trying my best to hide the tears to escape again.

He looks down at his hand where I put my wedding ring but he does not utter a single word.

How could I? Marry him, like it was nothing. Nothing important.

I take my cue to leave as I quickly walk toward the door. I heard his footsteps following, but what for? He already broke me into million pieces.

"Don't worry, I'll sign the papers. I will leave and never come back." I stated remaining calm.

I ignored him and kept on walking. I had to leave.

Everything was a lie.

I gritted my teeth as I felt presence behind me.

"I am so soorrryyy, Tate" he says voice cracking.. crying?

Never in my life would I thought that Damon would cry. He was so good in hiding his emotions. Well, back then but this time, this man in front of me was total stranger and I never knew him at all.

He turned me around gently to face a Damon kneeling in front of me. My breathe was shaky.

His green eyes were pleading, he was begging me to stay.

But I can't. I can't just pretend this day never happened.

When he reached for my hand, I turned away.

Not able to hide the pain anymore. Tears freely escaping from my eyes. I bite so hard onto my lower lip that it bleed and I can taste my own blood. But again, I couldn't care less.

It felt like someone stabbed a burning iron in my heart. All I knew is, its too heartbreaking to take. What am I gonna do now? What about my parents? And most importantly, what about my baby?

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omfg this is bad. I'm so sorry for grammatical errors. I kind of wrote it when I'm bored and when Im not, I will and would not update bcos its not my forte to update here and there.

I am so sorry. Do vote and comment on it. If u guys give it a shot, I would take a courage and complete it.