THE DAY I DIED

THE DAY I DIED: UM WHO ARE YOU

''Hey Candice are you um.. free today'?" Candice looked at Justin and smiled yeah I am but why did you ask? "Well you see some of us are going on for lunch so I wanted to invite you,but that's if you want to come.''yeah sure I will join you guys but um.. will Dean be there ?" He looked at her weirdly and laughed ''yeah he's coming with us''

''Hey who you guys talking about?"dean asked suspiciously. Candice froze before running to Dean's side , ''um well they are going out for lunch and they came and invited me,but they were just telling me that you were joining us.'' She warmly smiled at Dean, and he looked at her ''yeah they did invite me well I think I should go out with you guys before I leave huh,''he smiled while scratching his head weirdly''. Candice was way to excited to hear that he was coming with them she didn't hear any thing about him saying he's leaving.

AT THE RESTURANT

The waitress came up and took their order and left ,they just woke about work and sports and the women just talked about their nails and hair.But Candice kept fumbling her thumbs and starting at Dean with her face bright red. After he went outside for some fresh air she followed him. She looked at him coward,y with her bluahimg face then she finally opened her mouth to speak to him ''um Dean I ....um I wanted to talk to you about something'' she said to timidly as she hid her face in her color . Dean looked at her curiously ''yeah what is it ?" She leaned against the rails and looked at him with a red face '' when you first came into the business I hated you, I was jealous if the attention you got for your hard work so I tried to become better than you and I worked really hard,I was determined to pass you you were my goal but then for the metting you spoke to me and we hanged out and after that I didn't see you as a treat anymore instead I saw you as someone special I grew feelings for you. -looks at him- dean I am..I am in love with you.'' Dean stood still for a moment then he hugged her ''listen Candice you are an amazing woman and I think you are really beautiful,but I already have someone special and she's everything to me yeah we broke up but I'm going to get her back,I'm sorry but I cannot return you love'' releasing her from his hold he went back into the resturant leaving her outside with nothing but the cold win and the sadness that remained in her heart. She stood untopof the balcony and the last words that came out of her mouth was ''we all deserve to be happy some of us are lucky love finds its way to oue doorstep some if us must find it but the unlucky ones never get it . I guess I dont deserve to be happy'' That night someone took their very own life for the sake of love.

After Candice's funeral Dean went home and sat on his chair feeling guilty he laid there. ''Why do you feel guilty for what has happened'' a voice came from the shadows. Startled by the voice dean jumped at the light switch putting it on to find a little girl sitting on the chair. ''Um who are you?" He said curiously . She looked at him with a dead stare ''I'm death itself now answer my question ''why do you feel guilty Dean Cross?" Looking at her  because its all my fault'' she began to laugh before stopping to ask again '' why do you feel guilty'' he looked at her a bit scared and a bit puzzled ''I don't'' . ''That's the answer I wanna hear Mr.cross but please do tell me why don't you feel guilty?"

Standing in the middle of the room it all came to him as a clear voice in his head ''why should I feel guilty its not my fault she decided to kill herself its not my family that I didn't love her and why would I blame myself for it all''. Looking at the girl he smiled ''well its because I'm the one to blame for this '' she lifted her teddy off the floor and walked towards the door ''she will choose soon I hope you can handle the results...bye''
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My Dean figure