After me and Audrey talked for a while it was time for her scan. Me and the baby's now 6 days old sat in the waiting room. She came back out crying I asked why as we talked for a while about the baby's. I saw her wrist and stared as she spoke, she noticed it and covered her arm. I handed Beau all 4 baby's and grabbed her hand. Guided her to a bridge a tall wooden bridge and we talked I showed her my cuts/scars and stepped to the rail of the bridge and jumped, jumped to the 9 ft of water below me. That's it I'm gone forget this.