Over Him

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Dear Diary,

Here I am. Sitting alone in my house. I never thought heartbreak would be so, painful. I never felt so lonely in my life. I never thought he would break my heart that easily and not even care. It's like he was, using me. Wow. For years, I've been wondering how it would be like to have him as my own. Then he just turns his back on me. I never saw what the problem was. We would hold hands and laugh. We would tell stupid jokes and laugh about it. We would even do dare devil stuff and have a good laugh after it even if one of us ended braking something. I can't believe he was using me and fucking other girls behind my back. I mean like he came home on time, he went straight to work and back, he would spend time with me and tell me everything. Well, I guess not everything since he dumped me for another chick. I probably wasn't good enough. You know what. I'm not gonna be mad. I'm gonna keep living my life and not let some blue haired dumb ass bring me down. I'm not about to sit here in the comfort of my own home and make it seem like its my fault we broke up. FUCK HIM! If he could find someone else better than me, I could find someone else better than him.
XOXO A.R.

I, Amy Rose, now 23 years old with waist length hair, slam down my pen and diary and stand up to my feet. I have been in my house for the pass week, crying my eyes out wondering why the love of my life broke up with me and I'm tired of it! I run up the stairs of my house and put a red crop top that says 'fabulous' across the chest, white skinny jeans, a thin red belt, and red flats on my bed. I look at the outfit and nod my head in approval.

"It's lady's night tonight girls." I evilly smirk and practically rip my clothes off. I jump into the shower and wash my body and quills with mixed berry body wash and shampoo. After 15 minutes I turn off the shower and step out the tub. I grab a pink towel and wrap it around my body and a red towel to wrap around my head. I brush my teeth and tongue then gurgle mouthwash. I spit the mouthwash then look at my teeth in the mirror. After I find nothing wrong with them, I walk into my room and look inside my dresser. I arch an eyebrow when I don't see my nail polish then walk back inside the bathroom.

"Where is it?" I open the mirror that was above my bathroom sink and look for the red nail polish. After I find it I grab my phone and call Cream.

"AMY?! OMG do you know how worried I was about you? I've been calling but you wouldn't answer. I also heard about what happened between you and Sonic and I'm extremely sorry for your lost." I arch an eyebrow. 'What did I lose?'

"Hey Cream, and I'm fine don't worry about it. Also, what did I lose?" I hear Cream smack her teeth and she stomp on the ground over the phone. I giggle a bit from her childishness and put my phone between my ear and shoulder.

"You lost your relationship, duh. Anyways, are you ready to get out the house cause I've been looking forward to see you."

"Yeah, and about that, I need you to call up the girls so we could go out tonight. What do you say?" I twist the cap off the red nail polish and start painting my nails.

"Of course I'm coming! When are we going?"

"Around 9:00. We all meet up at my house."

"OK, see you there."

"See ya."

I hang up my phone and continue painting my nails. After I'm done, I let them dry and walk over to my closet. I throw my towel off and put on a black bra and black underwear. I walk back over to my bed and put on the outfit that was on it. I spray some cherry blossom perfume on and look at my full body mirror that was on the back of my bathroom door.

'Crap, I forgot about my hair!' I scramble back inside my bathroom and yank the red towel from my head. My pink hair falls down to my waist and my natural waves show. I brush, comb, and curl my hair to make it look more wavy then puff it out. I put my hair in a high ponytail but leave my bang to cover my left eye. I smile at my refection then look back at my full body mirror.

"Heh, I look pretty good if I do say so myself, and everyone else." I smirk as I check myself out in the mirror. After checking myself out for a few seconds, I run down the stairs to my living room and start cleaning up my mess. It takes a whole 30 minutes for me to get my house spic and span clean.

"Man. That was some mess I made." I unplug the vacuum cleaner and set it back in the supply closet.

"Man I'm hungry." I walk into my kitchen and open the refrigerator to find it almost completely empty.

"I should of known." I shake my head as I close the refrigerator back and walk up to my room to get my red purse. I check my purse and see that it has bubblegum, money, backup pads, backup phone charger, car keys, a book, coupons, brush, comb, pepper spray, and pens inside of it. I grab a piece of gum and car keys then go out to my garage. I press a button on the pad that was on my key chain and the garage door opens. I sit down in my red Camry and back up into the driveway. The garage door automatically closes and I drive off to the super market. As I drive, I see couples walking down the side walk holding hands talking, parents at the park with their kids playing, and friends talking in groups. No one was alone. I mainly look at the couples as they walk and sadly sighs.

"I'm over him." I look back at the road and continue driving to the super market.

I park my car in the parking lot and roll all my windows up a little. I grab my purse and car keys then get out the car. I lock my doors and put my car keys in my purse as I walk toward the super market.

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