Todays real shitty, its Sunday and like any other day I have nothing to do. Im kinda glad I started this book, its going to be my place to feel safe expressing my feeling and no one needs to know about it. I can update as much as I want and update what ever I want cause its my book. Im just going to say now im going to be writing poetry, short stories, and other things but mainly it will be a diary.
Does anyone else ever fall in love with someone you cant have? Or someone who would never in a million years even give you a second glance? Well I have several times, and usually when I fall I fall hard. I've been heartbroken more then i can count. And im tired of falling for people! I love to much and im always scared of that, but im even more scared of loving to little. I don't know where to fall. I always fight myself over whats wrong with me. Desperation, being need, wanting attention, or just missing the feeling of having someone really love and care about you. I miss being happy...... i now thats random but i honestly miss the feeling of being really happy, of not faking a smile,laugh, i just want that feeling again. Well i cant think of anything else to write so i guess.....goodbye for now loves
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Diary of a Teenager
RandomMy diary, a place to vent, to let any anger that i carry out, where i can really be ME not who every one less thinks i am. If you dont like what Im saying you can leave.