I left and got on the bus. Maybe kalin is right. Maybe i should focus on my feelings i guess. Maybe i should talk to him. I dont know. Things have never been like this sith me and kalin. Ill go talk to him about this. Well ill wait til he comes on the bus
15 minutes later
Kalin: alex?
Alex: im in here
Kalin: how are ya?
Alex: kalin sit down... Ive thought about what u said and i think we should try it. Im not sayinh i have feelings for u but im not saying tgat i dont. I just dont know and i think we should give "us" a try.
Kalin: can i kiss u then? U tell me if u want me to stop
Alex:.... I-i guess
Kalin: dont be nervous.
Alex: well i guess..
Kalin: tell me if u feel anything. I wanna know.
Kalin leans in to kiss me and boom.. His lips are touching mine. They are just so soft and plump.. A bomb just wentoff in my stomach causing me to react more quickly. I kissed back harder and it caught KAlin by suprise but he went slong with it. I pulled back.
Kalin: well that was awesome
Alex: yea. It really was
Kalin: tell me u didnt feel bombs going off in your stomach
Alex: i should probably grt going.. Im kinds hungry and mykes is probably wondering where we are. Ill talk to u later.
3 hours later
I have been ignoring kalin since we kissed.. I feel like it eould just be awkward. He tried talking to me but i just waved him off and kept to myself. I know it sounds mean but i just need time to think about this.. I mean i did feel bombs going off in my stomach and i admit that the kiss was nice.. Like super nice. But what if this ruins our friendship?
