I don't know why you kept on doing this to me.. I don't know why every time you talk to me it feels like I'm your top priority but when the time where I'm so used to you talking to me you'll be MIA, and I end up feeling like shit.
Its funny how I kept on thinking of you though I know that you're not thinking of me.. I know that I'm just someone who you will talked to if ever you're bored or you don't have anyone to talk to.
I know I kept on trying to tell myself not to get too attached to you but I seemed to fail at it, like every fucking time.
I want to stop.
I really want to stop
This is getting so unhealthy of me.
So please stop this. Stop what you're doing to me. Stop this. I don't want to be so dependent of you...
If I just could change time .. I might have planned on not meeting you that day.
