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"I have been wondering now. What is life? No, what is the actual meaning of life? What is the purpose of us living in this world? Don't you want to know too?"

Sadness, tears, happiness. All those moments and feelings will never be forgotten. To be honest to you, for me, the world isn't fair enough.

When I want people to actually understand me, they don't.

When I want people to not judge me, they start to judge.
And that is what I called Life.

But hey, I am not dead yet. I can change that thing. I can even change the society. When it is me, I can do anything.

Since I was born, I had just a normal life. Normal parents, friends, school, teachers. Everything is normal. But guess what?

I am not normal. I am special. For others, I am just a normal girl that just went to the school and get good grades and make great friends.

But to me, well yeah, I am extra-special. And why is that?

Because I am the only one who can understand meself. Well urm sometimes not but mostly yes! I have myself when no one else did. And I think I love myself the most.

After I grew fondly to this world and the society, that is when everything starts to change slowly.

The moment I don't even love myself anymore. The moment I just want to leave this body and this cruel world. The moment I who thinks I am special want to rip this skin off.

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