Cross My Heart: Josh Ramsay FanFic

Julia P.O.V.

I start scrolling through twitter on my iPod. All I ever do on my free time is well, "stalk" Josh Ramsay. I start Tweeting him; "@JoshRamsay omg I just got front row seats to your concert... Be looking out for me lol ;P" I start staring at my screen like he's ever gonna reply... Nothing. Ugh.... time to just sleep I looked at the time; 11:20?!? I have school tomorrow! I take a second look... It's Friday... How did I not realize it's the weekend? I guess I can stay up for a little bit longer, for a girl with black hair, I can be such a blonde.

I keep on just staring at the screen like something's gonna happen... 2 hours later; still nothing, I'm gonna go to bed. And a few minutes later, I slowly drift off into a deep sleep.

DREAM

"I love you," Josh says softly as his lips come close to mine, we kiss for just a moment.

"I love you too," we kiss again. And again, and again, and again. Soon we are just staring into eachother's eyes, lost in a daze. This moment, this standstill in time, I could be here forever.

"Julia," he says to me, breaking the precious moment of silence. "I love you, I will love you forever. And ever, and ever, and ever." His words trail off. We kiss again, for a while, lost in time, in another dimension. Trapped in another world that only we exist in. I pull away at my phone going off... wait! That's my alarm clock!

END OF DREAM

I immediately spring up in my bed, I check my phone, it's only 4 A.M.! I wish I remebered to turn the stupid thing off last night. I go back to bed. And dream, but this time, my dream was totally different.

DREAM

My body feels numb, I'm cold. I can't hear anything, or see anything. Soon my hearing comes back, gunshots and screaming. My vision is back, blurry though. I'm in school I think. I look to my side, my ex-boyfriend is next to me with a knife. I'm weak, for my blood is almost all out of my body, it's all over the ground and chest area.

"RUN!" my principal calls, "He's trying to kill us!" Did Mr. Fullerton not notice that he already shot me just below the collarbone? WTF? Soon I feel my body being lifted, by somebody, Josh Ramsay? Since when did he go to Pulaski High School? Then my body is brought to the ground again, hard. I'm laying on top of Josh. He was shot, by my ex, was he really that mad about our breakup to kill people. He also was in the psychiatric hospital many times for mental and anger management/issues. Then he comes over to me and slit my throat. My body is being rised again, but peacefully, no more gunshots and screaming fill my ears. I'm dead, he killed me.

I close my eyes, and when I open them I see Josh floating along side of me. He takes my hand and we fly away together. Soon we reach gates. Heaven? I have no idea what is going to happen... after all, I've neer been dead before.

Then everything starts on fire. Me, Josh, the gates, the everything. We shoot down miles and miles below the earth's crust. Hell? When we finally get there, I wake up.

END OF DREAM

I wake up sweating, I'm panting like I just ran a million miles. I glance over to my phone, it's 9 A.M., I guess I can get up now. I pull on a nice sweater, after all, this is Canada, cold all the time. As I walk down the stairs, I smell bacon. Ew, food. You see, I'm what you could consider, anorexic. I do eat though just not everyday. I'm on a eat one day, don't eat for two days, kind of schedule. Today was not a day I am supposed to eat.

When I get downstairs I see my older brother, Hayden.

"Hel lil' sis'" He says with a half smil. "Having another anorexic day?" He chuckles. I punch him in the arm, not hard but not soft.

"Shut up" I reply. "Having another asshole day?" I say, being sarcastic. We can swear, seeing how we live together, alone. My parents died a few years ago.

FLASHBACK

I wake up, it's a little bit too silent, I start walking downstairs... I don't hear the coffee brewing like it usually is. I see a note on the white board on the refrigerator

"I'll be back" with blood all over it. I start to gain better vision small, faint blood stains on the carpeting. I call down Hayden...