Sam POV
We appeared at a bar
"Is dad as a demon even any different to dad as normal?" Mary laughed
"True right you go outside and come in, in like 10 minutes when I've talked to him hopefully you are his trigger" I smiled at her and she nodded
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"I was wondering how long it would take" Dean said standing up
"Dean look we're here to take you home you beat this once before you can do it again" I told him
"No I can't and I ain't going anywhere" he smiled "and you can't make me this time Morgan's gone which means so is my human trigger Sammy so bye now get out before I kill you"
"Dean come on you want to be cured I know you" I told him
"No I don't Sammy cause for the first time in I don't know 12 years I don't feel guilty" he smirked taking a drink
"Dean come on" I told him
"Go don't make me kill you sammy" he told me
"You won't" he stated
"Dad" I heard Mary's voice say and she walked in
"Even if you could kill me you wouldn't ever lay a finger on her Dean you and I both know it" I told him
"Both of you get out or I'll kill you both"
"Dad please" Mary pleaded
"I will not think twice about killing you both now get out" he said coldly
"You won't" Mary said
"Don't be so sure about that sweetheart"
"Kill me" Mary said
"Mary" I hissed
"No kill me it will be less painful than what you've done! You 'died' then left me here without a mum or a dad made my own sister hate me! And you've been back here the whole time I sat and cried myself to sleep every night but know what if you want to be like this fine because it will make me hate you!" Mary shouted letting tears fall
"Don't you dare talk to me like that" he shouted
"If mum could see you right now she'd hate you" this caused Dean to run at her and grab her neck and hold her up against the wall
"don't bring here into this you brat this is why I always hated you"
"DEAN" I shouted "CAS"
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"You ok?" I asked Mary when we got back to the house Dean's locked up in the basement she shook her head
"He's not your dad right now Mary I need you to remember that he didn't mean what he did or said and trust me when he is normal again he's gonna hate himself for what he did" I told her
"Is your neck ok?" I asked her seeing the bruising she shook her head
"Jess is gonna come keep an eye on you while I go talk to your dad" I walked out after I kissed her head
"How's she holding up?" Jess asked
"Not good baby she's not talking just try get her to talk I think it's kinda sent her into a panicked ready to break stage" I sighed and she nodded
"She gonna be ok?" Sh asked me I nodded
"Once she has Dean back I think she'll be ok" Jess kissed me
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"If you don't let me out Sammy you are gonna regret it"
"If you don't stop it Dean and let me cure you, you are going to regret it! There has to be some soul left in there when you went off as soon as Morgan-"
"Don't you dare shut up!" He shouted
"See! There is still some Dean left in there so we are doing this" I said injecting the human blood into him
"Sam you dick!" He shouted "I want to keep this disease!"
"Dean! Why?!"
"Because I don't feel the major guilt from what happened that night ok!" He screamed at me
"Dean you can't keep blaming yourself"
"No you don't get it Sam! I want to be this way so as soon as I'm out of here I'm killing all of you"
"You strangled your own daughter Dean! Your own freaking daughter, know the one you promised you would protect and never leave"
"Don't even go there"
"I was in here comforting her as she sobbed Dean she is so broken inside! And we find out you've been alive the whole time!" I shouted at him
"Screw you Sam!" He shouted as I walked out
"SAM" I heard Bobby shout I ran upstairs
"What's wrong?" I said running into the room
"Mary says she can't breathe I think she's having a panic attack" Bobby said they all stood outside the door because Mary was refusing to open the door I knocked
"Mary come on kiddo open the door"
"I can't" she breathed out
"Mary sweetheart come on just try" then the door opened
"You guys stay here" she sat on the floor sobbing into her knees desperate to get some air I closed the door behind me
"Hey hey look at me" I told her taking her face
"Deep breaths" I told him
"I want dad" she gasped out
"I'm sorry sweetie but that can't happen right now but just calm down tell me about a good day" I told her
"Me,Dad and Mum and hope going to the beach when I was 6" she breathed out
"Ok good keep going deep breaths tell me more"
"Mum sat with hope and me and dad went in the water and made sandcastle same we got ice cream and me and dad had an ice cream fight and dad won" she breathed out sounding more calm
"You good?" I asked her
"Yeah thank you" she smiled at me
"No problem"
"I just I heard him shouting and screaming"
"I know I know look what about you and Granda going out for a few days? Take your mind off all of this I think it would help" I told her and she smiled and nodded
"I gotta tell you anyway your cousin is gonna be a boy" I smiled at her
"Really?!"
"Yeah Cas told us" I smiled
"Congrats" she hugged me
I walked out
"Sort some stuff I will be back soon before you go"
"Dad you wanna take Mary for a few days just get her out she needs it" I told him
"Yeah sure"
"I need to get through to Dean"
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Vengeance
FanfictionDean is looking to get revenge for what killed Morgan that night, but is he truly doing the right thing or is he turning into John all over again? What killed Morgan that night?
