Faded by love (Brittana)

Good news

I got home around 7:00pm and got the mail out of the mail box. I walked in and sat down to read one special envelope I have been waiting for for months!!!! I opened it and read it, I jumped up and screamed.

"YES!!!! BRITTANY COME HERE!!!!" I screamed

She came running into the living room.

"What! What!" She replied loudly

"Omg omg omg omg!!!! I got the job!!!" I said

"Why you so excited.? Tell me!" She responded

"I auditioned for a character on a new show thats coming out and I got the spot!!" I said excitedly

"WHAT! Wow! Thats awesome San!" She replied

"I know I'm so siked!!!" I said

"Where is it?" She asked

"Well... Um... Los angeles, California..." I said

"Whoa wow. Thats far." She said

We lived in New York City so yeah she was right it was far, but I really wanted this so I am going!

"I know Britt I know..." I replied

"So how are we gonna see each other?" She asked

"Well We have been together for a month now and I was wondering If you would want to come with me!?" I asked

"San... Thats really far! I don't know if I want to leave my family behind." She said sadly

"I understand that, I have to leave mine too you know." I said

"Yeah true. And I don't want to lose you either so I don't know...." She said

"I don't want to lose you either. Thats why I am asking you to come with me" I replied

I could see Brittany wanted to come and at the same time she didn't. I really wanted her to come, so I could share this memory with someone I love! I know this is a lot to ask her but I think it could be an awesome experience for the both of us. And if she wasn't going I don't want to go.

"I don't know what to do." She said

"Well I guess if your not going I'm not" I replied

"No San you have to go! This is one in a life time experience. You can not miss this!" She said concerned

"I know I really want this! But I want to go and share the experience with that person I love!" I responded

"San.... I understand and I would love to come with you babe. But I guess I would have to take a couple days to think about it ok?" She asked

"Okay" I replied

I stood up and walked to the kitchen counter and set the mail on the edge. Im kinda sad she didn't say yes right away I was hoping she would have. But I guess I will have to wait and see what she wants. I walked out of the kitchen and went over to brittany.

"Im going on a short drive ok hun?" I asked

"Okay have fun. Be careful." She said

"I will" I replied

Brittany came closer and gave me a kiss. I kissed her back. Then I walked out and got in the car and drove out of the drive way. I wasn't sure where I was going. I was just... Well... Going.

I was thinking about stopping at a friends house but I wasn't sure she was home. I pulled over and got out my cell phone, I dialed my friend Quinn's number. It rang three times then the skinny blonde girl answered.

"Hello!" She said perky

"Hey Quinny!" I said excitedly

"Oh! Hey Sanny!" She replied

"Whats up? You busy?" I asked

"Nope just got hime actually why?" She asked

"Just wondering if I could stop over?" I said

"Of course! Anytime sanny." She replied

"Ok be there shortly. Bye Quinny!" I hung up

Me and Quinn had been friends since high school now we are twenty-two. So I think eight years we have been best friends. I loved Quinn, she was so nice, pretty, sweet, smart and so so so gorgeous! I arrived at her house. Pulled into the drive way, parked it and got out and walked to the door and knocked she came shortly after to let me in.

"Well long time no see." Quinn said

"I know right." I replied

We went over to the couches and sat down.

"So anything new?" She asked

"Actually a lot! I have a new girlfriend. She is blonde, skinny, smart, elegant, nice, funny and very beautiful!" I replied

"Awe thats cute! Im happy for you!" She said

Quinn knew I had been a lesbian since tenth grade. She was the first person I told and to be honest she was the first person I had a crush on. But she never knew that and never will.

"Yeah haha" I laughed

"You guys working ok?" She asked

"Pretty perfect! We have been together for a month now so yeah we are great!" I replied

"Thats good!" She smiled

"Yeahh..." I smiled and blushed

"Anything else new?" She asked

"Yeah. I also got accepted for a role in the new show on ABC family its called last chance." I replied

"What! Wow! Freaken epic!" She said excitedly

"Right! Im sooooooo excited!" I said

"Where though!?" She asked

"Los angeles, California." I replied

"Whoa. Ok far.." She responded

"I know. You and Britt both said that." I said

"Well it is. Better be taking me!" She said

"I can! Come if you want!" I replied

"Really ok! I will." She responded

"Cool. You can live with me and Britt!" I said

"Yay! It should be fun!" She replied.

"It will!" I said

"Haha" Quinn laughed

"Well I guess I should get back home to Brittany. I kinda left randomly. Haha" I said

"Yeah. Don't wanna get her worried." She replied

"Nope. But I talk to you about it later ok." I said

"Okays!! Love you bye" she said

"Love you too bye." I replied

I got up and left. I drove back home. When I got home I saw Britt sitting on the couch sad. So I got worried and went over to her.

"Hey.. Britt. Whats wrong!?" I asked worried

"Nothing. I just don't know what to do. I want to go with you but I want to stay here at the same time." She replied

"Baby I said I would give you a couple days to think about." I said

"I know. Thanks babe." She responded

"Okay sweetie. Lets got to bed." I said

"Alright hun I'm coming." She replied

I got and and pulled Britt with me. We got into the room and changed into our pajamas. We both climbed into bed. I was sitting there thinking about Brittany and California.

I just hope she chooses to go but I have a weird feeling shes gonna say no and stay here. And I will lose her.

Forever.