Daniel poems and stuff for remembrance

Daniel...

Please,

Tell me this was all a nightmare,

And that I'll wake up soon.

My feelings are all bundled up

I can't tell you the truth.

I tried so hard to fight the tears,

But they just came rolling down.

I wanted to save you,

But,

It was just too late.

Why did you leave us so soon?

You were there for me,

Why wasn't I there for you?

You could have reached out,

My arm would have been there to grasp.

You could have talked to me,

I would have listened.

But now you're gone,

An angel in heaven.

You made us all smile,

But now we're all crying.

Thanks for the memories,

They'll never be forgotten.

You touched our souls,

But now,

There is a huge hole where you used to be.

I wish we could go back,

Back to that day before.

Make sure you're still alive,

Waiting for all your friends.

You could have used your words,

Spoken up,

Reached out,

We would have listened.

You pained on a mask in every video,

Then took it off after.

Why,

Why did you have to leave?

You were a cinnamon roll,

Too pure for earth.

I would kill just to hear your voice again,

To hear your guitar again.

I wish everything was back to normal,

Where everyone was happy.

Is this real life?

Is this fantasy?

I can't breathe without you,

But I have too...

My baby,

You had to leave.

Tears rolling down our cheeks.

You just needed pain to stop,

You didn't know ours would start.

It was eating you up inside,

Wasn't it?

You completed my life,

More like saved it.

I can't cope.

You didn't have to leave us,

You know.

Your ugly moments,

You were still beautiful.

Heaven was on earth with you,

But now I'm all alone.

My sunshine is gone,

You are gone.

Now,

I sit alone in my room,

Wishing that you would find a way to call.

I need your voice again,

I need you to grasp my hand again.

You were always there,

But there is no way to get you back.

My day is all cloudy.

You had a good run,

But you had to fall.

Your precious smile,

It's gone now.

I'm so sorry.

It's my fault.

I wasn't there to help.

I tried.

I wanted to save you,

I just couldn't reach you.

Now you're gone,

Flying over us.

I hope you're my guardian angel,

And I hope you see,

How much I miss you.