SEPTEMBER 21, 2015-MONDAY; 5:24 p.m
its so hard. these feelings that im feeling right now are so bad. its so illegal.
whenever you're near me or talking to me, i feel so euphoric. i feel so high when im with you. its so bad. i just dont know how to stop this but i wish this would be cured.
i feel so infatuated to you. but why does it hurts thinking that i cant share that feeling with you? why does it hurts thinking that you like my friend rather than me? is that because im already in love with you?
sighs. its getting worse. im getting worse. how could i stop this? help. please.
i dont want to be hurt. Lord God please save me from this agony. please hear my wishes.
i wish that someday ill think that im just in love with the idea of falling in love. that its not yet my time to fall in love yet because its still on process.
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a night owl's thoughts
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