Lost that's what I am I'm lost in my own head controlled by myself Alex. I can't find my way out I will never find my way out ever. Take me to doctors put me on drugs it won't help ever.
I'm in some kind of state of depression it's like hell I'm insecure about myself I don't have many friends at all I get bullied every day I get called "whore, slut, fat, suicide freak" and get comments like go kill yourself or how about you just kill yourself already oh my god all those comments and names oh they are so nice (note of sarcasm). Well we should actually start a real story shall we.
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NOOO no school really ughhhhh I hate going there it's like I'm in hell and last time I check hell was a bad place to end up. Well I stayed in bed for about another 20 minutes or so like I'm so lazy. I managed to slowly but surely get myself out of my bed. I grabbed my black veil brides t-shirt oh how I wish Andy was here. I also grabbed so black jeans and black vans. Did I mention that I'm kind of emo and I'm proud of it. I look down and saw ever so many cuts bloody hell I need to stop my fucking depression.
I fixed my hair and my makeup and went down to my family. Oh how do I even explain them well let's just say there not helpful at all there not the happy do whatever you want family you see in all the stories you see on Wattpad, they make me angry I hate them. I quickly grabbed my backpack and penny bored and avoided my family and left. Off to hell I go.
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lost
Teen Fictionlost is a story about fighting life and trying to get killed by your own thoughts. read as Alex a young girl in a state of depression, how she gets lost in her head. watch her as she finds love and fights love. enjoy
