The cancer patient

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What ?

she can't be serious.

Can she?

"that's the first expression I get get from other people when I tell them I have Cancer" she smiles and stares at us seeing that we were all shocked with our mouths open.

"Wow" Liam managed to say

"Yea,wow" she gave us a weak smile

"h-how long have you had it?" I stammered, too shock to even form my words properly

"I've been diagnosed since I was thirteen, It was two days after my birthday you know.....I was devastated" she told us

"I am so sorry, we didn't know" I told her

"It's okay....It's not you guys fault"

"Yea but we should've known" I shook my I head.

It went silent for a couple of seconds..

"So...what do you guys wanna talk about abo-" she broke the silent by asking

"You" I cut her off and our eyes met and she smiled.

Her smile is amazing....

"Well let's just say since I have been diagnosed, I have not been the same...I feel like I missing out on the things I want the most" she told us

"And what's that?" Niall asked

"To be loved, to be happy" she said with her head looking down on the floor.

"Your not loved? where are your parents?" Louis asked

"There not here much,I know it's there job their doing but I can't help but feel neglected" she pointed out and I instantly felt like hugging her, but I didn't.

"So about friends? don't you have any?" Liam asked

"There isn't any..I feel like I don't want anyone to get too attached so that when I die there won't be much grief" she said

"Please don't say that" I closed my eyes momentarily and told her

"It's true, I wont be here much longer" her voice shaky and she began to cry, Liam stepped home forward and hugged her, I couldn't help but feel a little jealous I wanted to be the one to hug her.

...

I didn't want to leave but unfortunately It was time to visit the next girl...not that I didn't want to meet her but I just wasn't ready to leave Jamie. After playing games, eating and getting to know each other more It felt like I have known her forever. She was truly amazing.

"I guess this is goodbye?" she stated in a question form, I didn't want this to be goodbye, I wanted to know her more.

"Well we have your number so we'll text you yea?" Louis told her

"God this is so amazing...Okay" she placed both her hands on her jaw grinning

"Group hug?" Niall asked

We didn't even wait for her to reply, we all cuddled her..she was so soft!.

...

"Well that visit was a blast" Louis mentioned while we enter the car

"Yea, but how come we didn't know she had cancer?" Liam asked

"Right, I thought management knew everything bout them" Niall replied

I didn't join he conversation..all I could think about was that girl, I couldn't put my fingers on it but there was something about her, I needed to know more.