Hi Again... It's Me (Sidemen FF)

Hi Again... Its Me

"Hey this may come as a surprise but you won the shirt! I just need your address and I should ship it at the end of this week"

Some people would of said "ayy Simon slid into my dms" and tell everyone but I only saw the message an hour after it was sent and it took me a while to process what it meant. I won the Hi Again It's Me shirt. I won something! Simon's probably waiting for a reply.

"Thank you so much Simon! My address is *******. I cant wait!" My thumb hovers over the send button wondering what I wrote was okay. Do I add an emoji? Do I keep the exclamation marks? Did I spell everything right? I couldn't see any away to improve it so I hit send and switched off my phone as quickly as possible before I regret what I wrote. Do I tell anyone, There are so many people I know from tumblr who likes the sidemen but do I tell them? I should not tell them I won the shirt until I get the shirt and surprise them all. That sounds best.

"Ok cool I will get it sorted at some point". That was a quick reply considering i only replied an hour after his message There's probably no point in messaging him back now that its sorted, he probably really busy.

It's the next day and I actually like not telling anyone that I won, it feels like me and Simon's little secret. I wish I wrote something back though, maybe I could've kept the conversation going. I always regret not saying stuff and this is one of those times. No point replying now...

My phone lit up and I glanced at it as I sat beside it on my bed. It was a twitter message notification. Wedgeman Simon SDMN "Hey". I sat upright grabbing the phone. My mind automatically thought something was wrong with the shirt or the address I gave him or something but I was still shaking as I unlocked my phone.

"Hey". Is that all I need to say back?I hit send anyway, it means he has to write why hes messaging me and I don't want to question him just yet.

"I wanted to talk to you yesterdaybut I was busy but I have a chance now to talk". He's wanting to just talk to me. Nothing about the shirt. he is actually interested in talking to me.

We must have been talking for around 4 hours and as it went on Simon started to get more confident when it came to the messages. He even started adding a random heart or x at the end of them. We talked about where we live, our families, our likes and dislikes and I even told him about the sidemen fandom on tumblr. By this time I didn't see him as Simon the youtuber I saw him as Simon the guy whos actually interested in me. I got to see the real him.

"The guys are about to start recording gta and I will need to edit for a while as I cant talk to you while focusing on editing very well. I suck at multi-tasking x". This is the end. We're going to stop talking tonight and it will never continue. I havent even told any of my sidemen friends what's been happening in the last 4 hours. Another message from him popped up. "Maybe we could skype next time ;)". That message calmed me down. It isnt going to end just like that, this is not a one time thing. Are me and Simon a thing now? I dont live anywhere near him though, he knows that but why does he still keep on messaging me. There's so many questions to ask him that i almost forgot to reply

"Thats fine It's getting late anyway. Skype sounds good. I will talk to you later then x". That's it over for today. Am I going to have to go through this everyday? It would be great but I'm just not used to it.

I climbed into bed after shoving on my pyjamas and reached for my phone. I went on my twitter timeline and the tweet at the very top was from Simon.

"For all of you guys that asked me if I would ever fall in love with a fan: yes"