Dark Love

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20 December 2015

Rina's P.O.V

School was just like every other day, boring .Walking to my next class; the words Jongin told me during recess are still fresh in my head

"Uncle Carlos wants to meet me tonight; he said he has good news for me "he said enthusiastically "He said it's about her"

Since the day Jongin told me about her , I'm suffering from a frequent headache and dizziness , blurred pictures of people I can't remember and a boy ,a boy who's hunting my dreams .Crying and shouting my name in pain and sorrow .I became restless , I was afraid to fall asleep .The nightmares are back and now they are even worse . What is bothering me the most is that whenever he tell me about one of his memories with his friend, I would dream about it but with little me instead of her.

The thing that confused me the most , is when he told me that she had a scar on her left thumb .He told me that one day they were in his house's kitchen drinking juice and playing and they tried to act like elders and say cheers while bumping their glasses , her glass broke and cut her finger . All that seems like a mere memory from the tones of memories he made with her , but this one was the only one I remembered clearly because I have a scare on the same finger in the same place he showed me and that isn't a coincidence , that's definitely not a coincidence .

Leaning on a nearby wall , I rested my head closing my eyes .The lake of sleep is making me tired everyday more than the previous , the thoughts that never stop running inside my head .The confusion that's eating me up . You should go to Jongin's house and talk with his mother ,my subconscious told me .I never listened to my subconscious because for me it was pure craziness but I don't know why this time I felt like it was right that I had to listen to it , that some answers would be found if I followed it .

So I did it , after school ended .I took a cab to Jongin's house .He won't be there and that was good because I needed to talk with his mother without him knowing .His mother was surprised with my sudden visit but she was also happy that I came to visit her .

"Oh Rina sweetie! What a nice surprise "She opens her arms walking towards me pulling me in a motherly hug "I'm glad you came to visit me "

"Mrs. Kim I really need you to do me a favor "I held her hands pleadingly panting .I looked like a fool running inside the house searching every room for her .

"Sure sweetie, what can I do for you?" she said pointing at the couch .We sat on it and my breath started to become normal again.

"Please don't tell Jongin that I came here " I took a long breath then resumed "Can you please show me Jongin's pictures during his childhood " I look into her eyes "Please"

"Of course sweetie, I was thinking of showing them to you anyway and don't worry I won't tell him "she stood up "Follow me"

We walked inside a room that seemed like a small personal library, stopping in front of a small bookshelf .His mother bent down then stood up with a large photo album in her hands .We sat on the couch, looking at his pictures when he was young, she told me every story behind each picture, when it was taken, and who took it. She stopped at a certain page and holds it up but without turning it fully so I wasn't able to see the pictures .She closed her eyes for a moment then turned it fully.

Oh No.....

Jongin's P.O.V

Happiness , that's what I've been feeling since the day Rina told me she loves me .Ever since that moment , all I've been feeling is happiness .The same I felt years ago before she left me . All I had left of her is memories and her pictures when she was young. A broken heart, that Rina was now mending it.