Today was the funeral and for some reason I didn't cry till I seen his little fingers cold small despite. It just felt like it should of been me that died not him. Then It hits me I start balling like baby I can't believe he's gone. Now I regret the things I did to him the things I called him but that was just a big blur to him I wish I could just say good bye. It didn't have to end so early I didn't I wish I could reverse time. After the funeral me mom and dad go to the house to pack the rest of the stuff then we just vanish. We're on the road and I ask my mom where we're heading to and, something grabs her attention and she just starts busting out in tears that's the first time I've ever seen my mom cry so much. That's the only time I've seen Someone cry so much. But I didn't want to cry then get my dad crying I just went to sleep and tried to forget about everyone and everything. And the only thing I could think of to
say is GOOD BYE TYLER😭
