Jaxon
Amaya and have been on terms, to be honest I'm kinda feeling her I look at her every day and say to my self how could I be so dumb and not cuff that, but my head is saying no just because I cheat and I don't want Amaya going through that pain and suffering and especially when we are going to have children are involved.
Jaxon: get up Amaya I just applied you to school
Amaya: huh?
Jaxon: my pops had applied you to my school
Amaya: public school?
Jaxon: yeah now get up
Amaya: baby I don't wanna go please not today
Jaxon: baby?
Amaya: uh sorry, I just don't want to go today can I go tomorrow
Jaxon: fine but you better be up tomorrow at 6
Amaya: I will I promise
Jaxon: alright you want breakfast?
Amaya: yes please
Jaxon: alright
Amaya: thank you (goes to jaxon)
Jaxon: your welcome (looks down at her)
Amaya: (hugs him)
Jaxon: (hugs back)
Amaya: I love you
Jaxon: Amaya I (gco)
Amaya: Jaxon I know how you are I know but you are the father of my children and I do love you, you don't have to feel the same
Jaxon: I need time that's all
Amaya: and that's what I will give you now I need food (laughs)
Jaxon: alright alright
Amaya
I didn't think those exact words "I love you" would come out of my mouth I mean I do love Jaxon but I'm not sure In what way. But all I know is I'm feeling closer to him
Amaya: Jaxon!!
Jaxon: huh!
Amaya: I will go to school today I changed my mind
Jaxon: you sure
Amaya: yeah I will be fine if your there with me
Jaxon: alright get washed up and be down in 15 so you can eat
Amaya: alright (kisses his cheek)
I put my hair into a messy bun and wore some height wasted jeans and and white top and light make up, I finished my food and hop in the car we headed to woodwill high school I was pretty scared because I never actually been at a school and interact with kids my age. I felt a hand creep up on my thigh and then grab my hand.
Jaxon: you'll be fine I promise
Amaya: what if they don't like me
Jaxon: so not everyone is gonna like you
Amaya: Jaxon I can't do this
Jaxon: Amaya your gonna have to face people in life now Ima be here with you
Amaya: thank you
He squeezed my hand as soon as we met the school we got out of the car and he slid his arm across my waist and held the loop on my jeans. As soon as we got in the school girls kept staring at me in a disrespectful way and boys kept staring at my butt and thighs and soon Jaxon noticed.
Jaxon: just ignore them
Amaya: I am
Jaxon: yo chill dude why you looking at her like that?!!!
Amaya:Jaxon chill please your causing a scene
Jaxon: I don't care now why are you looking at her like that!!!
Brandon: cause I can
Jaxon: she ain't a hoe Brandon so just back off!!
Brandon:she must be if she hanging with you
Jaxon: bruh I swear to you(gco)
Brandon: swear what? Did you forget you got Renee?
Jaxon: (looks over at Amaya) you know what you right I do got a girl but I'm just pointing out to you she not a hoe she worth more then these other girls out here
Brandon: more than Renee? (Raises eyebrow)
Jaxon: more than (looks at Amaya) Renee
Brandon: then why you ain't with her?
Jaxon: cause I'm stupid, but can you just leave her alone
Brandon: we'll see (walks away)
Amaya: what was that?
Jaxon: I don't know
Amaya: what you said, did you mean that
Jaxon: yeah I did but I told you how I am
Amaya: and I didn't say I wanted to be with you but thank you for the save (kisses his cheek) see you later
